[00:00.000] 作词 : Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Lydia Night/Mikey Freedom Hart/Tyler Spry/UPSAHL
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Lydia Night/Mikey Freedom Hart/Tyler Spry/UPSAHL
[00:02.000] 制作人 : Idarose
[00:06.217]I love the way I really hate myself
[00:09.099]I profit off a lack of mental health
[00:12.064]My mood shows up on a conveyor belt
[00:15.192]It’s crushing, my guts are on the floor
[00:18.062]
[00:18.239]I said I wanted to get a normal job
[00:21.336]I romanticize a life I think I want
[00:24.489]Until, I’m handing you the bill
[00:26.981]And you say you used to like my band
[00:29.713]
[00:30.107]Is this forever
[00:35.123]Am I a name that you’ll remember?
[00:42.685]
[00:43.613]It’s all just a pity party
[00:46.263]Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
[00:49.612]I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
[00:55.711]It’s a parody of pleasure
[00:58.670]Lips big and red like a clown
[01:01.769]It’s all just a pity party
[01:04.367]So cry for me or get out
[01:06.831]
[01:13.497]It’s crazy how I almost died this year
[01:16.288]And now I’m shotgunning my very first beer
[01:19.399]And dad keeps telling me that his end is near
[01:22.372]Am I dying, waiting for him to die?
[01:25.424]
[01:25.613]I’ll starve my body for the seventeenth time
[01:28.527]Said I ate my lunch, what’s another lie
[01:31.599]I’m over being mediocre
[01:34.231]I wanna be smaller and smarter or just ok
[01:37.230]
[01:37.452]Don't need forever
[01:42.314]Am I a name that you’ll remember?
[01:49.235]
[01:50.890]It’s all just a pity party
[01:53.440]Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
[01:56.816]I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
[02:02.926]It’s a parody of pleasure
[02:05.592]Lips big and red like a clown
[02:09.048]It’s all just a pity party
[02:11.620]So cry for me or get out
[02:13.761]
[02:15.148]Ohs
[02:26.605]
[02:26.886]I hate that I keep pushing friends away
[02:29.704]I’m all or nothing till I’m alone and gray
[02:32.719]Am I missing something, are you scared to stay?
[02:35.743]Can you come over, and make me feel like shit? (and make me wanna quit?)
[02:38.868]I promise that I won’t cut my arms
[02:41.860]Cus I’m so sick of having long sleeves on my body
[02:45.872]I’ll throw a pity party
[02:47.438]Leave your problems at the door cus it’s about me
[02:51.094]
[02:51.236]Until it’s over
[02:55.966]And my ex is crying on my shoulder
[03:01.358]
[03:04.162]Welcome to my pity party, gear up it’s gonna get loud
[03:10.195]Let’s take it to the beginning, this song is embarrassing now
[03:12.159] 贝斯 : Idarose
[03:12.992] 吉他 : Lydia Night
[03:13.825] 母带工程师 : Randy Merrill
[03:14.658] 人声录音 : Idarose
[03:15.491] 混音师 : Jeremie Inhaber
[03:16.324] 监制 : Lydia Night

作词 : Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Lydia Night/Mikey Freedom Hart/Tyler Spry/UPSAHL
作曲 : Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Lydia Night/Mikey Freedom Hart/Tyler Spry/UPSAHL
制作人 : Idarose
I love the way I really hate myself
I profit off a lack of mental health
My mood shows up on a conveyor belt
It’s crushing, my guts are on the floor
I said I wanted to get a normal job
I romanticize a life I think I want
Until, I’m handing you the bill
And you say you used to like my band
Is this forever
Am I a name that you’ll remember?
It’s all just a pity party
Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
It’s a parody of pleasure
Lips big and red like a clown
It’s all just a pity party
So cry for me or get out
It’s crazy how I almost died this year
And now I’m shotgunning my very first beer
And dad keeps telling me that his end is near
Am I dying, waiting for him to die?
I’ll starve my body for the seventeenth time
Said I ate my lunch, what’s another lie
I’m over being mediocre
I wanna be smaller and smarter or just ok
Don't need forever
Am I a name that you’ll remember?
It’s all just a pity party
Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
It’s a parody of pleasure
Lips big and red like a clown
It’s all just a pity party
So cry for me or get out
Ohs
I hate that I keep pushing friends away
I’m all or nothing till I’m alone and gray
Am I missing something, are you scared to stay?
Can you come over, and make me feel like shit? (and make me wanna quit?)
I promise that I won’t cut my arms
Cus I’m so sick of having long sleeves on my body
I’ll throw a pity party
Leave your problems at the door cus it’s about me
Until it’s over
And my ex is crying on my shoulder
Welcome to my pity party, gear up it’s gonna get loud
Let’s take it to the beginning, this song is embarrassing now
贝斯 : Idarose
吉他 : Lydia Night
母带工程师 : Randy Merrill
人声录音 : Idarose
混音师 : Jeremie Inhaber
监制 : Lydia Night