[00:00.00] 作词 : Joshua Collard
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Joshua Collard/Ursula Kurasik
[00:06.30]I know where this is going, I hope I ****ing Choke
[00:12.48]****, I can’t think straight
[00:15.00]I can’t see straight
[00:17.34]Can’t live this way
[00:22.32]Crushed beneath the weight of all this shame
[00:27.18]I can’t escape
[00:31.74]Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
[00:34.86]Looking at myself through brand new eyes
[00:37.26]I don’t look back in anger …
[00:39.39]I look back in shame, I blame myself
[00:41.94]I wish it didn’t take so long to see
[00:44.37]That this isn’t a good place to be
[00:47.19]Burning as I walk through hell
[00:49.02]Backs keep turning like a carousel
[00:52.02]And I don’t want to feel these things I have to feel
[00:55.71]It feels like I’m not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
[01:01.65]No I can’t run anymore, the time has come to face it
[01:06.57]No I can’t run anymore, I have to try erase it
[01:11.19]And I don’t really wanna talk about what’s going on inside my head
[01:17.40]Honestly I’d rather be dead
[01:20.19]And I know it, yeah I know where this is going…
[01:28.65]And I hope I ****ing choke
[01:40.80]Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
[01:43.77]Looking at myself through brand new eyes
[01:46.20]I don’t look back in anger…
[01:48.21]I look back in shame, I blame myself
[01:51.27]Yeah I blame myself for all of it
[01:55.83]This weight cannot be lifted
[01:58.23]Wish I never existed
[02:16.08]And I really mean it
[02:18.12]I hope I choke
[02:20.64]And I don’t want to feel these things I have to feel
[02:24.30]It feels like I’m not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
[02:30.27]No I can’t run anymore, the time has come to face it
[02:35.19]No I can’t run anymore, I have to try erase it
[02:39.81]And I don’t really wanna talk about what’s going on inside my head
[02:46.02]Honestly I’d rather be dead
[02:48.81]And I know it, yeah I know where this is going…
[02:57.42]And I hope I ****ing choke
[03:04.95]I know where this is going, I hope I ****ing choke.

作词 : Joshua Collard
作曲 : Joshua Collard/Ursula Kurasik
I know where this is going, I hope I ****ing Choke
****, I can’t think straight
I can’t see straight
Can’t live this way
Crushed beneath the weight of all this shame
I can’t escape
Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
Looking at myself through brand new eyes
I don’t look back in anger …
I look back in shame, I blame myself
I wish it didn’t take so long to see
That this isn’t a good place to be
Burning as I walk through hell
Backs keep turning like a carousel
And I don’t want to feel these things I have to feel
It feels like I’m not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
No I can’t run anymore, the time has come to face it
No I can’t run anymore, I have to try erase it
And I don’t really wanna talk about what’s going on inside my head
Honestly I’d rather be dead
And I know it, yeah I know where this is going…
And I hope I ****ing choke
Pick apart the past until I lose my mind
Looking at myself through brand new eyes
I don’t look back in anger…
I look back in shame, I blame myself
Yeah I blame myself for all of it
This weight cannot be lifted
Wish I never existed
And I really mean it
I hope I choke
And I don’t want to feel these things I have to feel
It feels like I’m not supposed to be here but I have to feel this
No I can’t run anymore, the time has come to face it
No I can’t run anymore, I have to try erase it
And I don’t really wanna talk about what’s going on inside my head
Honestly I’d rather be dead
And I know it, yeah I know where this is going…
And I hope I ****ing choke
I know where this is going, I hope I ****ing choke.