[00:04.96]I try to stop all these
[00:07.10]Gay thoughts and feelings
[00:09.39]I don't know where they come from
[00:13.53]Oh all of these gay thoughts
[00:15.84]I've had trouble concealing
[00:18.32]Since I was fairly young
[00:22.46]I tell them I love you
[00:25.69]I don't want to lose you
[00:27.55]But they don't mind
[00:31.64]I hardly believe me
[00:34.18]I always deceive me
[00:36.37]Time after time
[00:40.76]Part of it's nature
[00:43.05]The other part seems darker
[00:45.49]Don't know what to blame it on
[00:49.53]Try to control my behavior
[00:51.87]But this is so much harder
[00:54.51]When I'm far away from home
[00:58.39]I tell them I love you
[01:01.03]I don't want to lose you
[01:03.27]But they don't mind
[01:07.36]I hardly believe me
[01:10.00]I always deceive me
[01:12.09]Time after time
[01:34.25]Gay thoughts again
[01:36.59]They fill with every drink
[01:38.63]Gay thoughts again
[01:41.01]Consuming everything
[01:43.15]Gay thoughts are mine
[01:45.44]But they don't feel like me
[01:47.68]These thoughts are somebody
[01:50.29]That I don't wanna be
[01:52.09]I tell them I love you
[01:54.73]I don't want to lose you
[01:56.82]But they don't mind
[02:00.85]I hardly believe me
[02:03.54]I always deceive me
[02:05.58]Time after time
[02:32.12]I try to stop all these
[02:34.47]Gay thoughts and feelings
[02:36.76]I don't know where they come from
[02:40.64]Oh all of these gay thoughts
[02:43.58]I've had trouble concealing
[02:45.92]Since I was fairly young
[02:49.51]I tell them I love you
[02:52.00]I don't want to lose you
[02:54.24]But they don't mind
[02:58.53]I hardly believe me
[03:00.52]I always deceive me
[03:02.96]Time after time

I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time
Part of it's nature
The other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on
Try to control my behavior
But this is so much harder
When I'm far away from home
I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time
Gay thoughts again
They fill with every drink
Gay thoughts again
Consuming everything
Gay thoughts are mine
But they don't feel like me
These thoughts are somebody
That I don't wanna be
I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time
I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time