[00:00.000] 作词 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
[00:08.774] When I was thirteen, I had started gaining weight
[00:13.829] So I started counting calories sometimes
[00:18.370] When I was sixteen someone told me I was stupid
[00:23.934] So I bit my tongue, let others speak their mind
[00:27.800]
[00:28.783] Now I hear voices late at night
[00:31.363] And honestly I’m terrified
[00:33.741] That I’m never gonna be the same
[00:38.490] Some people are scared of heights
[00:40.927] Or monsters coming out at night
[00:43.373] But I’m afraid of something I can’t change
[00:47.447]
[00:48.422] I’m scared of myself
[00:51.508] If you ask me the truth
[00:53.886] I’m not doing well
[00:58.042] I’m afraid for my life
[01:01.229] I’m at war with my mind
[01:03.510] And nobody can help
[01:06.229] My thoughts go
[01:07.936] You’re not good enough life's not fair
[01:10.342] If you died no one would care
[01:12.710] Oh, I’ve lost control
[01:17.343] I’m scared of myself
[01:20.711] If you ask me the truth
[01:23.234] I’m not doing well
[01:25.719] I’m not doing well
[01:31.999]
[01:36.150] When I was nineteen someone stole my innocence
[01:41.223] And the first thing that I did was blame myself
[01:45.650] Now in my twenties and I still feel like a kid
[01:50.919] Trying to work through all this shit but god it’s heavy
[01:54.465]
[01:56.090] Now I hear voices late at night
[01:58.690] And honestly I’m terrified
[02:01.090] That I’m never gonna be the same
[02:06.130] Some people are scared of heights
[02:08.248] Or monsters coming out at night
[02:10.665] But I’m afraid of something I can’t change
[02:14.720]
[02:15.430] I’m scared of myself
[02:18.625] If you ask me the truth
[02:21.312] I’m not doing well
[02:25.409] I’m afraid for my life
[02:28.508] I’m at war with my mind
[02:30.844] And nobody can help
[02:33.622] My thoughts go
[02:35.138] You’re not good enough life's not fair
[02:37.632] If you died no one would care
[02:40.027] Oh, I’ve lost control
[02:44.733] I’m scared of myself
[02:47.895] If you ask me the truth
[02:50.356] I’m not doing well
[02:53.103] I’m not doing well

作词 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
When I was thirteen, I had started gaining weight
So I started counting calories sometimes
When I was sixteen someone told me I was stupid
So I bit my tongue, let others speak their mind
Now I hear voices late at night
And honestly I’m terrified
That I’m never gonna be the same
Some people are scared of heights
Or monsters coming out at night
But I’m afraid of something I can’t change
I’m scared of myself
If you ask me the truth
I’m not doing well
I’m afraid for my life
I’m at war with my mind
And nobody can help
My thoughts go
You’re not good enough life's not fair
If you died no one would care
Oh, I’ve lost control
I’m scared of myself
If you ask me the truth
I’m not doing well
I’m not doing well
When I was nineteen someone stole my innocence
And the first thing that I did was blame myself
Now in my twenties and I still feel like a kid
Trying to work through all this shit but god it’s heavy
Now I hear voices late at night
And honestly I’m terrified
That I’m never gonna be the same
Some people are scared of heights
Or monsters coming out at night
But I’m afraid of something I can’t change
I’m scared of myself
If you ask me the truth
I’m not doing well
I’m afraid for my life
I’m at war with my mind
And nobody can help
My thoughts go
You’re not good enough life's not fair
If you died no one would care
Oh, I’ve lost control
I’m scared of myself
If you ask me the truth
I’m not doing well
I’m not doing well