[00:00.000] 作词 : Catts S Nekotsu
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Catts S Nekotsu
[00:00.000]作词 : CATTS
[00:01.000]作曲 : CATTS
[00:02.000]编曲 : CATTS
[00:39.000]Overslept again, stayed up late and then missed the day
[00:41.180]Not finishing work today, useless in every way
[00:45.000]"Leave it for tomorrow me" I decided to say again
[00:47.240]Even though I know how I'm making everything worse
[00:51.040]"I want some more friends" I keep repeating to myself
[00:53.250]But I don't know how to talk.Tried but got sick on the path
[00:56.250]Even tried to plan my speech, but I never do anything
[00:59.220]Unable to do normal things I failed as human being
[01:03.150]As I see all the world go on in front of me
[01:05.220]I feel how I am stuck heremy fantasies
[01:09.110]So frustrated with my own cowardice
[01:12.000]I just want to give up
[01:13.050]Leave this life and try on another one
[01:15.100]I'm sure you've noticed,[01:16.090]that I'm not good enough for this
[01:18.020]I am scum, and you know,[01:19.100]no need to hide that from me now
[01:21.160]I just want some peace;[01:22.120]please don't have such big hopes for me
[01:24.000]Alone with my own world is how I am supposed to be
[01:27.140]My friendships don't last;[01:28.160]I see my life falling apart
[01:30.100]But I know I'm to blame,[01:31.050]too anxious to do anything
[01:33.020]Talking about this, you got tired of my bickering?
[01:36.000]Just let me be like this.[01:37.030]I want to rot in my own way
[01:45.070]Missed another day, didn't want to touch my pencil
[01:48.000]But it's what I used to love, where did my art passion go?[01:50.230]Only playing videogames, eyes too tired from the bright screen
[01:54.030]I can only lament myself as the hours flow
[01:57.170]I have beendisappointed again
[01:58.170](RESET RESET)
[02:00.110]I disappointed you again
[02:01.240](Please forgive me)[02:03.120]Actually is best to forget me
[02:04.150](RESET RESET)[02:06.130]All these thoughts revolve
[02:07.110]contradicting themselves with nowhere to go
[02:08.110]（间奏）
[02:45.030]Feeling so scared of the world outside this room
[02:51.160]Even when I know it's something I have to do
[02:56.230]Only for the other's sake, I'm alive and still going
[03:03.000]But I have forgot what was my own happiness
[03:10.040]I'm sure you've noticed, that I'm not good enough for this
[03:11.290]Feeling down, always wrong,[03:13.080]I'm not sure about anything
[03:15.140]Shutting myself downoverwhelmed by the attention
[03:17.230]All this guilt that I feel is slowly murdering me
[03:21.190]"Just wanting to please, but then what about your feelings?"[03:23.220]They're not worth, so I thought,
[03:25.210]but try, convince me otherwise
[03:27.050]If I don't make sense, laugh it away and look at me
[03:29.260]With that silent smile I feel that maybe
[03:31.270]I'm not trash after all...[03:38.170]I'm alive
[03:45.140]（It'e been so long since I have last seen you）
[03:48.150]（I wish I never left）
[03:51.100]（Maybe things could have been different）
[03:54.100]（If only I had arrived a bit earlier...）

作词 : Catts S Nekotsu
作曲 : Catts S Nekotsu
作词 : CATTS
作曲 : CATTS
编曲 : CATTS
Overslept again, stayed up late and then missed the day
Not finishing work today, useless in every way
"Leave it for tomorrow me" I decided to say again
Even though I know how I'm making everything worse
"I want some more friends" I keep repeating to myself
But I don't know how to talk.Tried but got sick on the path
Even tried to plan my speech, but I never do anything
Unable to do normal things I failed as human being
As I see all the world go on in front of me
I feel how I am stuck heremy fantasies
So frustrated with my own cowardice
I just want to give up
Leave this life and try on another one
I'm sure you've noticed,that I'm not good enough for this
I am scum, and you know,no need to hide that from me now
I just want some peace;please don't have such big hopes for me
Alone with my own world is how I am supposed to be
My friendships don't last;I see my life falling apart
But I know I'm to blame,too anxious to do anything
Talking about this, you got tired of my bickering?
Just let me be like this.I want to rot in my own way
Missed another day, didn't want to touch my pencil
But it's what I used to love, where did my art passion go?Only playing videogames, eyes too tired from the bright screen
I can only lament myself as the hours flow
I have beendisappointed again
(RESET RESET)
I disappointed you again
(Please forgive me)Actually is best to forget me
(RESET RESET)All these thoughts revolve
contradicting themselves with nowhere to go
（间奏）
Feeling so scared of the world outside this room
Even when I know it's something I have to do
Only for the other's sake, I'm alive and still going
But I have forgot what was my own happiness
I'm sure you've noticed, that I'm not good enough for this
Feeling down, always wrong,I'm not sure about anything
Shutting myself downoverwhelmed by the attention
All this guilt that I feel is slowly murdering me
"Just wanting to please, but then what about your feelings?"They're not worth, so I thought,
but try, convince me otherwise
If I don't make sense, laugh it away and look at me
With that silent smile I feel that maybe
I'm not trash after all...I'm alive
（It'e been so long since I have last seen you）
（I wish I never left）
（Maybe things could have been different）
（If only I had arrived a bit earlier...）