[00:00.000] 作词 : Larian
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Larian
[00:02.000] 编曲 : Larian
[00:13.500]录音:J421 Studio
[00:20.520]混音&母带： CyaNXa百川
[00:21.150]lately Icouldn't sleep well cause I thought about my past
[00:24.180]犯下过太多罪I'm sorry my bad
[00:27.000]为什么时光偏偏喜欢 flyin so fast
[00:29.820]等到我想追悔时 there've been nothin could last
[00:32.610]I tryna make up butit's so useless
[00:35.400]所以音乐成为我鸣不平的语言
[00:38.040]如果痛苦制造成功 maybe I would die a legend
[00:41.160]那么我的功过也能 made me into the heaven
[00:44.880]Don't wanna face the reality
[00:47.280]Wanna die a legend but it seems like fantasy
[00:50.160]说在意你的人不一定想看着你
[00:52.680]没有钱的生活 too hard Ican't handle it
[00:56.100]我想见她但我实力太弱不允许
[00:58.830]不想被践踏所以才表现得过于心急
[01:01.800]忍不住对她的牵挂哭喊 like步惊云
[01:04.110]" Save your tears for another day"于是我发誓要成功得像 doinb
[01:07.170]曾经立下誓言 gon b the man
[01:09.930]现在终于明白成年人的艰
[01:12.810]闭上眼快乐童年总在浮现
[01:15.510]可睁开眼却只看到冷酷的现实
[01:18.450]或许我不应该做的太过偏执
[01:21.210]或许我应该放下所谓的面子
[01:23.760]尊严是我赚钱面对的最大限制
[01:26.640]但仍想对我的曾用名做好诠释
[01:51.090]I feel likeI'm gettin drunk when Ican't see my future
[01:54.180]I got PTSD Icouldn't stop reminding my mom got hurt
[01:57.300]为何总会想起过去明明没有半点不舍
[02:00.120]为何总想不起她的爱明明感觉我全部晓得
[02:03.090]课本教我诚信老师却教我说谎
[02:05.880]社会像木偶戏一个一个多么地像
[02:08.430]付出的真心被砸碎谁懂我多么忧伤
[02:12.090]没错我被击倒了又怎么样
[02:14.640]爱太深才觉得I'm too bad for her
[02:17.070]我还在问为何我还在回忆里活着
[02:19.740]Told my moma我会快乐可是我还在流泪
[02:22.440]沉默地感受痛留下发抖的后背
[02:25.320]我需要钱但不是用来帮助同学
[02:28.110]They're richer than me只有我是 poorest guy in Longyan
[02:30.750]所以全家老少都盼我积极求学
[02:33.780]谁会想到我会为了说唱如此地头铁
[02:36.660]每次都在过去的坑里再跌倒个几次
[02:39.270]每次都在曾经未解决的问题里迷失
[02:42.030]每次总在最快乐时不自觉失去理智
[02:44.850]每次浸泡的痛苦只会用眼泪来稀释
[02:47.790]Lose myself in melody只为听清世界
[02:50.580]Lose myself in woes只为不会忘却
[02:53.370]Lost myself so I can see the real me
[02:56.100]Lost myself so I can be free

作词 : Larian
作曲 : Larian
编曲 : Larian
录音:J421 Studio
混音&母带： CyaNXa百川
lately Icouldn't sleep well cause I thought about my past
犯下过太多罪I'm sorry my bad
为什么时光偏偏喜欢 flyin so fast
等到我想追悔时 there've been nothin could last
I tryna make up butit's so useless
所以音乐成为我鸣不平的语言
如果痛苦制造成功 maybe I would die a legend
那么我的功过也能 made me into the heaven
Don't wanna face the reality
Wanna die a legend but it seems like fantasy
说在意你的人不一定想看着你
没有钱的生活 too hard Ican't handle it
我想见她但我实力太弱不允许
不想被践踏所以才表现得过于心急
忍不住对她的牵挂哭喊 like步惊云
" Save your tears for another day"于是我发誓要成功得像 doinb
曾经立下誓言 gon b the man
现在终于明白成年人的艰
闭上眼快乐童年总在浮现
可睁开眼却只看到冷酷的现实
或许我不应该做的太过偏执
或许我应该放下所谓的面子
尊严是我赚钱面对的最大限制
但仍想对我的曾用名做好诠释
I feel likeI'm gettin drunk when Ican't see my future
I got PTSD Icouldn't stop reminding my mom got hurt
为何总会想起过去明明没有半点不舍
为何总想不起她的爱明明感觉我全部晓得
课本教我诚信老师却教我说谎
社会像木偶戏一个一个多么地像
付出的真心被砸碎谁懂我多么忧伤
没错我被击倒了又怎么样
爱太深才觉得I'm too bad for her
我还在问为何我还在回忆里活着
Told my moma我会快乐可是我还在流泪
沉默地感受痛留下发抖的后背
我需要钱但不是用来帮助同学
They're richer than me只有我是 poorest guy in Longyan
所以全家老少都盼我积极求学
谁会想到我会为了说唱如此地头铁
每次都在过去的坑里再跌倒个几次
每次都在曾经未解决的问题里迷失
每次总在最快乐时不自觉失去理智
每次浸泡的痛苦只会用眼泪来稀释
Lose myself in melody只为听清世界
Lose myself in woes只为不会忘却
Lost myself so I can see the real me
Lost myself so I can be free