[00:00.000] 作曲 : Timur Sajachmetov/Eric Toddwilliams
[00:01.000] 作词 : Carl Exantus
[00:02.449]And it's like I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)
[00:04.945]But I'm so ****ed up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)
[00:07.956]And I've been crying out for help in these songs (I be talking about changing and shit)
[00:10.702](Come on, come on)
[00:11.702]I swear, I be taking but nobody wanna hear me
[00:14.198]Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
[00:17.202]V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
[00:20.198]I'm steady catching charges wonder when they finna get me
[00:22.950]It's a thug paradise
[00:23.965]Swear I been here for a while
[00:26.201]You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
[00:31.897]And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
[00:32.399]Say why my life been so hard since a child?
[00:35.149]Bitch, pass the black and mild
[00:36.647]Bitch, lay the pussy down
[00:38.145]Why these niggas steady dissing when they know they out of town?
[00:41.151]Mama, why I never listen? I burn all these bridges down
[00:44.160]Nigga, why I'm always tripping tryna kill a nigga now?
[00:46.913]It's a thug paradise, is where I live
[00:50.152]And they gon' have to give me all the love that I done give
[00:53.399]I'm sick and tired of always totting guns, I wanna live
[00:56.409]Some times, baby, I just need a hug for being real
[00:59.148]Society tryna make the judge give me some years
[01:02.396]And I'm gon' want some blood every time I shed a tear
[01:04.903]Tryna play me like a duck and then I flew up out of there
[01:08.152]I be lyin' like a **** I say, I never have no feel
[01:10.895]'Cause girl, I'm scared
[01:13.149]I know I'm wrong
[01:14.155]But life ain't fair
[01:15.903]Put it in a song
[01:17.154]My head ain't here, but I still remain strong
[01:20.153]I see it clear, I gotta pay for all my wrongs
[01:23.145]I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
[01:26.394]Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
[01:29.411]V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
[01:32.156]I'm steady catching charges
[01:34.403]Wonder when they finna get me
[01:35.406]It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
[01:38.146]You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
[01:41.164]And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
[01:44.160]Say why my life been so hard since a child?
[01:47.163]They gon' wanna see us dead before they ever see us up
[01:50.155]And I'm living by that lead, I say I'm dead, I give it up
[01:52.909]You don't love me like you say, what the **** happened to love?
[01:56.153]I say my nigga doing bad, he still ain't give no body up
[01:58.648]'Cause all we see is red, we got no home
[02:01.897]I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone
[02:04.905]I ain't got no friends, why the **** I'm all alone?
[02:07.900]Ride to the end, they know I'm coming with that chrome
[02:11.395]And I don't wanna die, Lord
[02:13.408]But they gon' have to give me what I strive for
[02:15.904]I know them niggas come for me but what's to hide for?
[02:21.099]Tipple X, you and me is what I die for
[02:22.097]Come on
[02:23.100]I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
[02:26.352]Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
[02:29.355]V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
[02:33.319]I'm steady catching charges
[02:34.070]Wonder when they finna get me
[02:35.322]It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
[02:38.062]You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
[02:41.310]And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
[02:44.317]Say why my life been so hard since a child?

作曲 : Timur Sajachmetov/Eric Toddwilliams
作词 : Carl Exantus
And it's like I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)
But I'm so ****ed up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)
And I've been crying out for help in these songs (I be talking about changing and shit)
(Come on, come on)
I swear, I be taking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise
Swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
Bitch, pass the black and mild
Bitch, lay the pussy down
Why these niggas steady dissing when they know they out of town?
Mama, why I never listen? I burn all these bridges down
Nigga, why I'm always tripping tryna kill a nigga now?
It's a thug paradise, is where I live
And they gon' have to give me all the love that I done give
I'm sick and tired of always totting guns, I wanna live
Some times, baby, I just need a hug for being real
Society tryna make the judge give me some years
And I'm gon' want some blood every time I shed a tear
Tryna play me like a duck and then I flew up out of there
I be lyin' like a **** I say, I never have no feel
'Cause girl, I'm scared
I know I'm wrong
But life ain't fair
Put it in a song
My head ain't here, but I still remain strong
I see it clear, I gotta pay for all my wrongs
I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges
Wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
They gon' wanna see us dead before they ever see us up
And I'm living by that lead, I say I'm dead, I give it up
You don't love me like you say, what the **** happened to love?
I say my nigga doing bad, he still ain't give no body up
'Cause all we see is red, we got no home
I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone
I ain't got no friends, why the **** I'm all alone?
Ride to the end, they know I'm coming with that chrome
And I don't wanna die, Lord
But they gon' have to give me what I strive for
I know them niggas come for me but what's to hide for?
Tipple X, you and me is what I die for
Come on
I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges
Wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?