[00:55.56]Where the **** were you?
[01:02.38]When I was digging holes into my skin
[01:08.81]Where the **** were you?
[01:15.33]When I was scrubbing blood out of my blade and sheets
[01:23.40]And who the **** am I?
[01:28.70]To think that anyone could ever love a soul like mine
[01:37.61]I'm ******* tired
[01:41.90]I'm ******* tired of this isolation, no constellation
[01:53.07]I can't even find peace in sleep
[01:59.17]With blankets wrapped around my neck to see if I still bleed
[02:05.77]I used to feel so safe underneath the stars at night
[02:12.73]But now the night runs every surface standing in my mind

Where the **** were you?
When I was digging holes into my skin
Where the **** were you?
When I was scrubbing blood out of my blade and sheets
And who the **** am I?
To think that anyone could ever love a soul like mine
I'm ******* tired
I'm ******* tired of this isolation, no constellation
I can't even find peace in sleep
With blankets wrapped around my neck to see if I still bleed
I used to feel so safe underneath the stars at night
But now the night runs every surface standing in my mind