[00:08.55]They say I'm lucky
[00:10.02]Cause I never had a broken heart
[00:14.01]Yeah, no woman could
[00:15.81]When the whole world had
[00:17.28]Torn me apart
[00:18.84]You think I'm a masochist
[00:21.30]You think that I get to choose
[00:23.61]You think I have the power
[00:25.68]To forget it when I lose
[00:27.69]And I'm sorry, I try not to
[00:30.87]But truth is I'm a downer
[00:33.18]The more that I get used to things
[00:35.73]The more it gets harder
[00:38.37]I'm a dream that I created
[00:41.10]An escape from my own life
[00:43.20]I'm a renegade child
[00:45.36]Of my own strife, my own art
[00:47.88]So devoted to the lies
[00:50.07]This mind keeps
[00:50.91]Saying all the time
[00:53.16]Overthinker
[00:53.85]Reckless head
[00:54.81]Moving this heart
[00:56.13]Until it stops
[01:01.44]Get used to that pain
[01:04.35]Stop questioning
[01:06.87]Is this everything
[01:08.70]That I'll ever be
[01:09.99]I'll ever see?
[01:11.61]There's beauty in failure
[01:13.53]As long as you
[01:14.64]Don't fail all the time
[01:16.68]At least, in my delusions
[01:18.72]I succeed and not just try
[01:24.00]I'm a dream that I created
[01:26.70]An escape from my own life
[01:28.98]I'm a renegade child
[01:30.99]Of my own strife, my own art
[01:34.35]So devoted to the lies
[01:35.67]This mind keeps
[01:36.51]Saying all the time
[01:38.76]Overthinker
[01:39.45]Reckless head
[01:40.41]Moving this heart
[01:41.73]Until it stops
[01:42.57](Voices in my head
[01:43.53]They say it will work out)
[01:45.24]Am I getting closer to my true self?
[01:47.13](Voices in my head say
[01:47.55]That I'll figure out)
[01:50.07]All the meds been messing
[01:51.24]With my essence
[01:53.22](Voices in my head
[01:54.87]They say it will work out)
[01:55.32]Is it worthwhile living a dream
[01:57.33]Or going through
[01:57.78]The aches of truly living?
[02:02.34]I'm a dream that I created
[02:05.10]An escape from my own life
[02:07.38]I'm a renegade child
[02:09.33]Of my own strife, my own art
[02:12.75]So devoted to the lies
[02:14.10]This mind keeps
[02:14.91]Saying all the time
[02:17.16]Overthinker
[02:17.85]Reckless head
[02:18.81]Moving this heart
[02:39.66]Until it stops

They say I'm lucky
Cause I never had a broken heart
Yeah, no woman could
When the whole world had
Torn me apart
You think I'm a masochist
You think that I get to choose
You think I have the power
To forget it when I lose
And I'm sorry, I try not to
But truth is I'm a downer
The more that I get used to things
The more it gets harder
I'm a dream that I created
An escape from my own life
I'm a renegade child
Of my own strife, my own art
So devoted to the lies
This mind keeps
Saying all the time
Overthinker
Reckless head
Moving this heart
Until it stops
Get used to that pain
Stop questioning
Is this everything
That I'll ever be
I'll ever see?
There's beauty in failure
As long as you
Don't fail all the time
At least, in my delusions
I succeed and not just try
I'm a dream that I created
An escape from my own life
I'm a renegade child
Of my own strife, my own art
So devoted to the lies
This mind keeps
Saying all the time
Overthinker
Reckless head
Moving this heart
Until it stops
(Voices in my head
They say it will work out)
Am I getting closer to my true self?
(Voices in my head say
That I'll figure out)
All the meds been messing
With my essence
(Voices in my head
They say it will work out)
Is it worthwhile living a dream
Or going through
The aches of truly living?
I'm a dream that I created
An escape from my own life
I'm a renegade child
Of my own strife, my own art
So devoted to the lies
This mind keeps
Saying all the time
Overthinker
Reckless head
Moving this heart
Until it stops