[00:12.55]Lately i
[00:15.00]Lately i need medication
[00:18.45]Just to get through conversation
[00:21.77]Pleading for the entertainment
[00:24.93]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[00:28.38]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[00:31.36]My family says you're not alone
[00:34.60]Pretending that i feel at home
[00:37.89]So happiness has been unknown
[00:42.98]I wish that things would be different
[00:46.06]Mm still i have my own addictions
[00:49.20]No no matter what i'm on a mission
[00:52.78]I never said that i was Christian
[00:55.86]Oh it's hard to trust in your religion
[00:58.78]So we all will have our own predictions
[01:02.18]Oh i'm tired of being the victim
[01:05.55]Whoa of circumstances i jump in when
[01:08.45]I know the cost of my ashes i see them clashing with people's perfect image of me
[01:13.41]Getting lost in the fashion even with tragedy happens
[01:16.42]I see the light and i bask in probably the reason i lasted not focusing on the static
[01:21.56]And all the and all the time left of my own devices
[01:25.40]Has made me realize that i'm way too devicive
[01:28.54]I'm scared you are coming on too strong
[01:31.72]I've been damaged in the brain for too long
[01:33.97]Lately i need medication
[01:37.37]Just to get through conversation
[01:40.63]Pleading for the entertainment
[01:43.74]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[01:47.19]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[01:50.25]My family says you're not alone
[01:53.56]Pretending that i feel at home
[01:56.75]So happiness has been unknown
[02:01.92]It's hard to act like everything's okay
[02:04.53]Got too much flowers just waiting on my grave
[02:07.80]I feel similar 24 7 every day just minimal while i've been living in slow days
[02:14.38]This stress breaks me down to the point where i feel it inside my bones and my choice
[02:20.99]I've learned to live with the things that i hate the most
[02:26.11]Yeah let's raise a toast to getting over the trauma
[02:29.12]Raise some hope from dishonor and take a quote from my mama
[02:32.07]She told me live form the drama
[02:33.79]These wounds are making you stronger and don't be close to the facts
[02:37.16]It doesn't help to be worried so i just try to relax
[02:40.45]My name just wants me to make money not concerned with the steps
[02:43.67]I can't take that where i'm going i leave it all in my stance
[02:47.01]Lately i move monster teaching got no concern to be fast
[02:50.41]If my soul's ever defeated know that i live to learn
[02:53.98]Lately i need medication
[02:56.28]Just to get through conversation
[02:59.44]Pleading for the entertainment
[03:02.68]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[03:06.18]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[03:09.24]My family says you're not alone
[03:12.30]Pretending that i feel at home
[03:15.72]So happiness has been unknown

Lately i
Lately i need medication
Just to get through conversation
Pleading for the entertainment
I could be wrong i think i'm changing
Blissful thoughts they come and go
My family says you're not alone
Pretending that i feel at home
So happiness has been unknown
I wish that things would be different
Mm still i have my own addictions
No no matter what i'm on a mission
I never said that i was Christian
Oh it's hard to trust in your religion
So we all will have our own predictions
Oh i'm tired of being the victim
Whoa of circumstances i jump in when
I know the cost of my ashes i see them clashing with people's perfect image of me
Getting lost in the fashion even with tragedy happens
I see the light and i bask in probably the reason i lasted not focusing on the static
And all the and all the time left of my own devices
Has made me realize that i'm way too devicive
I'm scared you are coming on too strong
I've been damaged in the brain for too long
Lately i need medication
Just to get through conversation
Pleading for the entertainment
I could be wrong i think i'm changing
Blissful thoughts they come and go
My family says you're not alone
Pretending that i feel at home
So happiness has been unknown
It's hard to act like everything's okay
Got too much flowers just waiting on my grave
I feel similar 24 7 every day just minimal while i've been living in slow days
This stress breaks me down to the point where i feel it inside my bones and my choice
I've learned to live with the things that i hate the most
Yeah let's raise a toast to getting over the trauma
Raise some hope from dishonor and take a quote from my mama
She told me live form the drama
These wounds are making you stronger and don't be close to the facts
It doesn't help to be worried so i just try to relax
My name just wants me to make money not concerned with the steps
I can't take that where i'm going i leave it all in my stance
Lately i move monster teaching got no concern to be fast
If my soul's ever defeated know that i live to learn
Lately i need medication
Just to get through conversation
Pleading for the entertainment
I could be wrong i think i'm changing
Blissful thoughts they come and go
My family says you're not alone
Pretending that i feel at home
So happiness has been unknown