[00:20.480]Gotta say it got a lot worse
[00:23.363]My eyes always looking tired now
[00:25.939]Back hurts from the posture
[00:28.480]Still don't even want to lie down
[00:31.060]Everything I do is awkward
[00:33.525]I can't even make the right sounds
[00:36.129]Tired of acting like I'm not sure
[00:38.683]I wish I was with you right now
[00:40.849]And I don't mean to fuss about my head
[00:43.378]But it keep controlling me
[00:45.875]I don't leave the house cause' I live
[00:48.471]In the place you were with me
[00:51.095]I changed out my room, moved the desk
[00:53.691]And replaced the furnishings
[00:58.129]Nothing worked
[01:01.269]They don't understand
[01:02.907]But they still act like they know me
[01:05.884]I would just blow my brains out
[01:08.531]But my mama love me
[01:11.088]I can't give her the pain, no
[01:14.075]I really wish I was just a normal kid
[01:18.091]And not such a complication
[01:21.466]But I'ma say that's still not changed
[01:24.218]The more I get stuck in my ways
[01:26.484]The more I get why I'm a waste
[01:29.024]Why everybody throws me away
[01:31.990]I guess I'll just be over here, just me
[01:36.530]Best if I just go trust me
[01:38.876]Just wanna save you from me
[01:41.394]Yeah

Gotta say it got a lot worse
My eyes always looking tired now
Back hurts from the posture
Still don't even want to lie down
Everything I do is awkward
I can't even make the right sounds
Tired of acting like I'm not sure
I wish I was with you right now
And I don't mean to fuss about my head
But it keep controlling me
I don't leave the house cause' I live
In the place you were with me
I changed out my room, moved the desk
And replaced the furnishings
Nothing worked
They don't understand
But they still act like they know me
I would just blow my brains out
But my mama love me
I can't give her the pain, no
I really wish I was just a normal kid
And not such a complication
But I'ma say that's still not changed
The more I get stuck in my ways
The more I get why I'm a waste
Why everybody throws me away
I guess I'll just be over here, just me
Best if I just go trust me
Just wanna save you from me
Yeah