[00:00.00] 作词 : Jordan Dreyer/Brad Vander Lugt/Adam Vass/Kevin Whittemore/Chad Sterenberg
[00:00.90] 作曲 : Kevin Whittemore/Jordan Dreyer/Adam Vass/Chad Sterenberg/Brad Vander Lugt
[00:01.80]I See Everything -La Dispute
[00:08.810]Like any morning of my
[00:10.550]Junior year
[00:11.800]I stumble in the classroom
[00:13.200]Late but this day I see
[00:15.79]Faces I feel
[00:16.339]An air like a funeral
[00:17.639]Like a wake
[00:18.669]As I sit down
[00:20.779]Teacher speaking
[00:21.969]Somewhat sombrely
[00:23.389]But still confident and calm
[00:25.399]Part eulogy
[00:26.469]Her speech and
[00:28.99]Part poem part celebration song
[00:29.839]Her warmth and smile
[00:31.459]She passes photocopies
[00:32.709]Out to us of entries
[00:34.679]From a journal
[00:35.749]Kept so long ago
[00:37.399]She starts to read
[00:38.769]And suddenly
[00:40.479]It's 1980
[00:42.559]March 5
[00:43.709]The cancer is furious
[00:45.399]But our son is resilient
[00:47.689]We have all the faith
[00:49.298]We'll get through this
[00:50.458]No matter what the end
[00:52.158]Treatments are violent but
[00:54.488]He keeps on smiling
[00:56.158]It's amazing
[00:57.278]Finding joy in the little things
[00:59.998]April 12
[01:01.818]Andrew's appetite's improved
[01:03.978]And we thank God everyday
[01:05.827]But still it's hard sometimes
[01:07.717]To see him in that scarecrow frame
[01:10.807]July 9
[01:11.767]There's a suffering
[01:12.926]When I look in his eyes
[01:15.406]He's been through so much
[01:17.55]We've all been through so much but
[01:20.104]What incredible resolve
[01:22.483]Our little boy shows only 7
[01:24.342]Standing face to face with death
[01:26.552]He said it's easy to find people
[01:29.32]Who have suffered worse than him
[01:31.312]"Like Jesus suffered worse than anyone"
[01:33.791]He told me last night
[01:35.751]"When God abandoned him"and
[01:37.780]September 20
[01:39.189]We've been playing in the yard
[01:41.429]Lately his spirits are high
[01:43.489]Although his blood counts aren't
[01:46.259]October 14
[01:47.609]He feels tired all the time
[01:49.329]November 30
[01:50.699]At the hospital again
[01:52.668]It feels like home when we're here
[01:54.828]December 8
[01:56.87]He's getting worse
[01:59.337]January 19
[02:03.227]We buried our son today
[02:07.746]Our youngest child
[02:09.656]And while his death was ugly
[02:12.425]We must not
[02:14.245]Let it scare us from God
[02:16.355]Abundant grace has restored him
[02:19.44]A brand new body
[02:20.884]And set him free from the torture
[02:23.314]Finally rid of the cancer
[02:25.194]Before the moment he left
[02:27.454]He briefly wrested from death
[02:29.963]Suddenly opened his eyes
[02:31.963]Said "I see everything"
[02:34.643]"I see everything"
[02:36.603]And I will never forget it
[02:39.873]The peace and the comfort
[02:41.413]You displayed through a pain
[02:43.473]That I can only imagine
[02:46.453]The loss of a child
[02:48.163]To the torture of cancer
[02:50.623]Help me
[02:52.323]Cause I can only imagine
[02:54.543]How you recovered
[02:55.843]Kept your faith
[02:56.903]And held the brightness of life
[02:59.143]Inside the smile of a child
[03:01.41]You had to bury
[03:03.611]And I will never forget him
[03:06.371]Or your steadfast faith
[03:08.131]No I will never forget you
[03:10.281]Now six or seven years later
[03:12.691]I'm devoid of all faith
[03:14.821]I am empty of comfort
[03:17.211]And I am weary of waiting
[03:19.301]Though I've felt nowhere what you have
[03:22.21]I see nothing at all
[03:23.961]Though I've felt nowhere what he did
[03:26.220]My eyes are closed

作词 : Jordan Dreyer/Brad Vander Lugt/Adam Vass/Kevin Whittemore/Chad Sterenberg
作曲 : Kevin Whittemore/Jordan Dreyer/Adam Vass/Chad Sterenberg/Brad Vander Lugt
I See Everything -La Dispute
Like any morning of my
Junior year
I stumble in the classroom
Late but this day I see
Faces I feel
An air like a funeral
Like a wake
As I sit down
Teacher speaking
Somewhat sombrely
But still confident and calm
Part eulogy
Her speech and
Part poem part celebration song
Her warmth and smile
She passes photocopies
Out to us of entries
From a journal
Kept so long ago
She starts to read
And suddenly
It's 1980
March 5
The cancer is furious
But our son is resilient
We have all the faith
We'll get through this
No matter what the end
Treatments are violent but
He keeps on smiling
It's amazing
Finding joy in the little things
April 12
Andrew's appetite's improved
And we thank God everyday
But still it's hard sometimes
To see him in that scarecrow frame
July 9
There's a suffering
When I look in his eyes
He's been through so much
We've all been through so much but
What incredible resolve
Our little boy shows only 7
Standing face to face with death
He said it's easy to find people
Who have suffered worse than him
"Like Jesus suffered worse than anyone"
He told me last night
"When God abandoned him"and
September 20
We've been playing in the yard
Lately his spirits are high
Although his blood counts aren't
October 14
He feels tired all the time
November 30
At the hospital again
It feels like home when we're here
December 8
He's getting worse
January 19
We buried our son today
Our youngest child
And while his death was ugly
We must not
Let it scare us from God
Abundant grace has restored him
A brand new body
And set him free from the torture
Finally rid of the cancer
Before the moment he left
He briefly wrested from death
Suddenly opened his eyes
Said "I see everything"
"I see everything"
And I will never forget it
The peace and the comfort
You displayed through a pain
That I can only imagine
The loss of a child
To the torture of cancer
Help me
Cause I can only imagine
How you recovered
Kept your faith
And held the brightness of life
Inside the smile of a child
You had to bury
And I will never forget him
Or your steadfast faith
No I will never forget you
Now six or seven years later
I'm devoid of all faith
I am empty of comfort
And I am weary of waiting
Though I've felt nowhere what you have
I see nothing at all
Though I've felt nowhere what he did
My eyes are closed