[00:00.00] 作曲 : Mark Anthony Henriquez
[02:24,76]I hold on to a lot of shit I need to let it go
[00:13.68]Heart broken and I’m staring at the moon light
[00:16.75]Nothings helping so I’m hoping that this view might
[00:19.50]I don’t wanna sinking in tonight
[00:21.95]So I crack a brew that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right
[00:26.70]I don’t understand who I’m even becoming
[00:29.90]Don’t know why my demons are always getting summoned
[00:33.10]Man they make it so hard for me to let love in
[00:36.30]Don’t know what I run from but I keep on running
[00:39.56]Wish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how
[00:42.70]If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out
[00:45.90]I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
[00:49.08]F**king hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/like
[00:53.09]Why do I drink till I’m numb
[00:56.25]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[00:59.02]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[01:02.25]I don’t feel anything no more
[01:05.45]Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
[01:09.10]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[01:11.78]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[01:15.10]I don’t feel anything no more
[01:18.02]Feels like I don’t fit in with society
[01:21.00]They may not like who I am but I am me
[01:23.64]I don’t never talk I’m sitting quietly
[01:26.80]But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the anxiety
[01:30.73]I have always felt like I don’t belong here
[01:33.90]It’s been a long year it’s been a long life
[01:37.18]Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright
[01:40.40]Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
[01:43.85]Everyone is who the f**k I need to stay away from
[01:46.80]I don’t wanna feel shit I just wanna stay numb
[01:50.02]I know that it’s not right needa get my mind right
[01:53.20]But for now I’m drunk high crying to the sky like/like
[01:57.20]Why do I drink till I’m numb
[02:00.39]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[02:03.18]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[02:06.40]I don’t feel anything no more
[02:10.00]Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
[02:13.19]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[02:15.90]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[02:19.17]I don’t feel anything no more
[02:22.07]I don’t wanna be like this forever though
[02:27.73]But it’s harder than I’d like to show
[02:30.36]I make the small things seem bigger like I’m looking through a microscope
[02:34.78]Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
[02:38.00]Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world
[02:41.29]I know that I can change every day I am praying
[02:44.41]Cause I don’t wanna be a 80 year old man saying/saying
[02:48.38]Why do I drink till I’m numb
[02:51.62]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[02:54.41]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[02:57.65]I don’t feel anything no more
[03:00.81]Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
[03:04.42]Why do I smoke till it’s done
[03:07.29]Till I don’t feel anything no more
[03:10.44]I don’t feel anything no more

作曲 : Mark Anthony Henriquez
I hold on to a lot of shit I need to let it go
Heart broken and I’m staring at the moon light
Nothings helping so I’m hoping that this view might
I don’t wanna sinking in tonight
So I crack a brew that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right
I don’t understand who I’m even becoming
Don’t know why my demons are always getting summoned
Man they make it so hard for me to let love in
Don’t know what I run from but I keep on running
Wish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how
If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
F**king hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/like
Why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more
Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more
Feels like I don’t fit in with society
They may not like who I am but I am me
I don’t never talk I’m sitting quietly
But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the anxiety
I have always felt like I don’t belong here
It’s been a long year it’s been a long life
Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
Everyone is who the f**k I need to stay away from
I don’t wanna feel shit I just wanna stay numb
I know that it’s not right needa get my mind right
But for now I’m drunk high crying to the sky like/like
Why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more
Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t wanna be like this forever though
But it’s harder than I’d like to show
I make the small things seem bigger like I’m looking through a microscope
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world
I know that I can change every day I am praying
Cause I don’t wanna be a 80 year old man saying/saying
Why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more
Saying why do I drink till I’m numb
Why do I smoke till it’s done
Till I don’t feel anything no more
I don’t feel anything no more