[00:00.000] 作词 : Rico Zayd
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Rico Zayd
[00:02.000] 编曲 : theoptimist.prod
[00:11.728](I hate myself)
[00:14.153](I just hate myself)
[00:22.135](I hate myself)
[00:24.616](I just hate myself)
[00:27.048]Always complain, why I grow so slow so slow
[00:30.016]I stroll to the grocery store
[00:32.239]Everyone see me so low so cute so little
[00:35.192]They have a talk with my mom
[00:37.520]And the times flyby
[00:38.792]I’m a bigger guy so high
[00:40.392]Honestly, it’s kind of sad
[00:42.656]Leaving home, by my own
[00:45.240]Now I need to deal with that
[00:49.096]My mirror’s liar
[00:51.151]Inside, I’m still a child
[00:54.056]Still trying to figure out who am I
[00:58.343]20 not the age that I used to be expected about
[01:03.552]My life
[01:04.896]My choice
[01:06.480]God I don’t know how
[01:08.809]18 birthday, candle light
[01:11.399]It just burn me like in hell
[01:13.984]Highlights
[01:15.264]Where now
[01:16.776]I just hate myself
[01:19.416]I fake a laugh in the crowd
[01:21.143]Acting like I know what I’m about
[01:22.969]It feeling so stupid
[01:24.424]Stupid things crashing all my life
[01:27.384]（**** that）
[01:29.863]Their dreams all coming true
[01:31.624]And I know their winning is not my lose
[01:33.487]But I’m still jealous jealous
[01:35.320]That bitch never stop
[01:36.784](can you freaking please?)
[01:38.639]My mirror’s liar
[01:40.944]Inside, I’m still a child
[01:44.216]Still trying to figure it out
[01:50.504]20 not the age that I used to be expected about
[01:55.737]My life
[01:57.049]My choice
[01:58.696]God I don’t know how
[02:00.968]18 birthday, candle light
[02:03.601]It just burn me like in hell
[02:06.159]Highlights
[02:07.512]Where now
[02:08.976]I just hate myself
[02:16.975]I hate myself
[02:19.480]I just hate myself
[02:22.264]My mirror’s liar
[02:24.783]Inside, I’m still a child
[02:27.497]I hate myself
[02:29.561]I just hate myself
[02:31.375]Still trying to figure it out
[02:32.720]I love my 20
[02:34.608]Tell me it’s only a bad dream
[02:36.873]I’m just so ****ing scared
[02:39.673]Scared I’ll become to nothing
[02:43.024]Highlights made of me
[02:45.664]I’m sure it will be
[02:47.600]I’m just so ****ing scared
[02:50.217]Scared I’ll become to…

作词 : Rico Zayd
作曲 : Rico Zayd
编曲 : theoptimist.prod
(I hate myself)
(I just hate myself)
(I hate myself)
(I just hate myself)
Always complain, why I grow so slow so slow
I stroll to the grocery store
Everyone see me so low so cute so little
They have a talk with my mom
And the times flyby
I’m a bigger guy so high
Honestly, it’s kind of sad
Leaving home, by my own
Now I need to deal with that
My mirror’s liar
Inside, I’m still a child
Still trying to figure out who am I
20 not the age that I used to be expected about
My life
My choice
God I don’t know how
18 birthday, candle light
It just burn me like in hell
Highlights
Where now
I just hate myself
I fake a laugh in the crowd
Acting like I know what I’m about
It feeling so stupid
Stupid things crashing all my life
（**** that）
Their dreams all coming true
And I know their winning is not my lose
But I’m still jealous jealous
That bitch never stop
(can you freaking please?)
My mirror’s liar
Inside, I’m still a child
Still trying to figure it out
20 not the age that I used to be expected about
My life
My choice
God I don’t know how
18 birthday, candle light
It just burn me like in hell
Highlights
Where now
I just hate myself
I hate myself
I just hate myself
My mirror’s liar
Inside, I’m still a child
I hate myself
I just hate myself
Still trying to figure it out
I love my 20
Tell me it’s only a bad dream
I’m just so ****ing scared
Scared I’ll become to nothing
Highlights made of me
I’m sure it will be
I’m just so ****ing scared
Scared I’ll become to…