[00:00.00] 词 Lyricist : EMM
[00:01.00] 曲 Composer : French Original
[00:02.00] 编曲 Arranger : French Original
[00:03.00] 混音师 Mixing Engineer : JJ CATALYST
[00:04.00] 母带 Mastering : JOHN BERLIN
[00:05.00] OP/SP : 青风音乐Cheerful Music
[00:06.00] 「未经授权不得翻唱或使用」
[00:08.35]I am wide awake
[00:10.90]Staring at your face and
[00:13.39]I'm wondering if you're safe
[00:14.60]I'm wondering if it's fake
[00:15.60]And my heart is racing
[00:17.56]Afraid of what you hide
[00:19.54]Afraid of ways you lie and
[00:21.76]Afraid of what I'll find
[00:23.17]Afraid I'll spend my life
[00:24.19]Crying when I'm smiling
[00:25.37]Can't tell if I love you or
[00:27.50]I'm sleeping with the enemy
[00:29.58]Some days I can't tell my intuition
[00:32.32]From anxiety
[00:33.74]I'm too scared to tell you
[00:35.51]Cause what if you get fed up and leave
[00:37.94]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:41.00]From PTSD
[00:42.44]PTSD PTSD
[00:46.70]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:49.38]From PTSD
[00:50.96]PTSD PTSD
[00:55.26]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:58.10]From PTSD
[01:00.63]I'm good I'm good okay?
[01:02.54]My armor's suffocating
[01:04.83]I guess it comes in waves
[01:06.00]I get used to the ache
[01:06.98]But it's asphyxiating
[01:08.32]Can't tell if I love you
[01:09.84]Or I'm sleeping with the enemy
[01:12.36]Some days I can't tell my intuition
[01:15.10]From anxiety
[01:16.68]I'm too scared to tell you
[01:18.47]Cause what if you get fed up and leave
[01:20.93]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:23.80]From PTSD
[01:25.24]PTSD PTSD
[01:29.60]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:32.32]From PTSD
[01:33.87]PTSD PTSD
[01:37.98]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:40.88]From PTSD
[01:42.72]I'm just a sad girl
[01:44.49]Stacking up my money
[01:46.58]I'm doing big things cause
[01:48.78]My mama didn't want me
[01:50.71]I try to be a sain
[01:52.56]So I'm worthy of affection
[01:55.04]But I'm still afraid
[01:56.84]Cause love is a murder weapon
[01:59.46]Some days I get so damn lonely
[02:03.49]Cause everybody's fake
[02:07.87]I trust the only one who knows me
[02:11.94]Cause no one else feels safe
[02:16.75]PTSD PTSD
[02:20.99]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[02:23.77]From PTSD
[02:25.32]PTSD PTSD
[02:29.62]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[02:32.42]From PTSD
[02:33.86]I'm just a sad girl
[02:35.86]Stacking up my money
[02:37.82]I'm doing big things cause
[02:40.12]My mama didn't want me
[02:42.18]I try to be a saint
[02:44.07]So I'm worthy of affection
[02:46.26]But I'm still afraid
[02:48.30]Cause love is a murder weapon

词 Lyricist : EMM
曲 Composer : French Original
编曲 Arranger : French Original
混音师 Mixing Engineer : JJ CATALYST
母带 Mastering : JOHN BERLIN
OP/SP : 青风音乐Cheerful Music
「未经授权不得翻唱或使用」
I am wide awake
Staring at your face and
I'm wondering if you're safe
I'm wondering if it's fake
And my heart is racing
Afraid of what you hide
Afraid of ways you lie and
Afraid of what I'll find
Afraid I'll spend my life
Crying when I'm smiling
Can't tell if I love you or
I'm sleeping with the enemy
Some days I can't tell my intuition
From anxiety
I'm too scared to tell you
Cause what if you get fed up and leave
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
I'm good I'm good okay?
My armor's suffocating
I guess it comes in waves
I get used to the ache
But it's asphyxiating
Can't tell if I love you
Or I'm sleeping with the enemy
Some days I can't tell my intuition
From anxiety
I'm too scared to tell you
Cause what if you get fed up and leave
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
I'm just a sad girl
Stacking up my money
I'm doing big things cause
My mama didn't want me
I try to be a sain
So I'm worthy of affection
But I'm still afraid
Cause love is a murder weapon
Some days I get so damn lonely
Cause everybody's fake
I trust the only one who knows me
Cause no one else feels safe
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
I'm just a sad girl
Stacking up my money
I'm doing big things cause
My mama didn't want me
I try to be a saint
So I'm worthy of affection
But I'm still afraid
Cause love is a murder weapon