[00:00.000] 作词 : Rayshea
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Rayshea
[00:02.000] 编曲 : Rayshea
[00:12.690]Grew up in a quiet house where silence had a sound
[00:18.300]Learned to walk on eggshells scattered on the ground
[00:23.580]Every picture on the wall was slightly out of frame
[00:26.640]A portrait of a family that couldn't speak its name
[00:29.490]I built myself a fortress from the lessons I was taught
[00:32.160]To hide away the pieces of the battles I had fought
[00:34.800]So I learned to wear a smile just to play the part
[00:37.770]And memorized the lines to hide a fracturing heart
[00:43.320]They tell you who you're meant to be, they draw you on a map
[00:46.050]You try to fit inside the lines, avoid the hidden trap
[00:48.900]But every step I take feels like I'm walking on a wire
[00:51.660]Torn between the water and a deep, consuming fire
[00:54.540]I'm tired of the echo of a voice that isn't mine
[00:57.270]Trying to find a reason, trying to see a sign
[01:00.030]This skin I'm in feels borrowed, a costume in a play
[01:02.760]And I'm searching for the courage just to tear it all away
[01:07.380]'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
[01:10.320]Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
[01:13.170]And I'm fighting with the man I see
[01:15.780]Who looks a little bit like me
[01:18.570]But isn't who I'm meant to be
[01:20.100]This is my apology
[01:21.480]To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
[01:24.480]It's time to let him breathe the air
[01:25.950]And finally learn to steer
[01:27.300]I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
[01:34.770]I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror
[01:39.180]I walk into a crowded room and feel the weight of eyes
[01:44.760]Measuring my worth against a tapestry of lies
[01:50.220]They want the easy answers, the person they expect
[01:53.130]A story neatly packaged, polished and correct
[01:55.890]I give them what they're looking for, a curated design
[01:58.740]A steady hand, a steady voice, everything is fine
[02:01.500]But underneath the surface,there's a current running deep
[02:04.320]Full of all the promises I couldn't seem to keep
[02:06.930]And I'm caught up in the current of what everybody needs
[02:09.600]Planting someone else's garden with someone else's seeds
[02:12.660]I'm building a foundation on a fault line in the ground
[02:15.450]Waiting for the tremor that will bring it crashing down
[02:18.180]But I can feel a shifting, a whisper in the soul
[02:20.820]A quiet act of rebellion taking back control
[02:23.640]It's not about the anger,it's not about the blame
[02:26.460]It's about the simple solace of remembering my name
[02:31.208]'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
[02:34.050]Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
[02:36.870]And I'm fighting with the man I see
[02:39.330]Who looks a little bit like me
[02:42.330]But isn't who I'm meant to be
[02:43.770]This is my apology
[02:45.180]To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
[02:48.180]It's time to let him breathe the air
[02:49.650]And finally learn to steer
[02:51.000]I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
[02:56.859]I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror
[03:01.080]This isn't a surrender,it's a declaration now
[03:04.380]I'm taking back the pen somehow
[03:06.840]And rewriting every vow
[03:08.460]I made to a reflection that was never true
[03:16.410]This is the day my life begins with you
[03:19.170]My real self, breaking through
[03:24.293]'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
[03:27.060]Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
[03:29.940]And I'm fighting with the man I see
[03:32.490]Who looks a little bit like me
[03:35.250]But isn't who I'm meant to be
[03:36.780]This is my apology
[03:37.830]To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
[03:41.220]It's time to let him breathe the air
[03:42.690]And finally learn to steer
[03:44.040]I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
[03:50.214]I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror

作词 : Rayshea
作曲 : Rayshea
编曲 : Rayshea
Grew up in a quiet house where silence had a sound
Learned to walk on eggshells scattered on the ground
Every picture on the wall was slightly out of frame
A portrait of a family that couldn't speak its name
I built myself a fortress from the lessons I was taught
To hide away the pieces of the battles I had fought
So I learned to wear a smile just to play the part
And memorized the lines to hide a fracturing heart
They tell you who you're meant to be, they draw you on a map
You try to fit inside the lines, avoid the hidden trap
But every step I take feels like I'm walking on a wire
Torn between the water and a deep, consuming fire
I'm tired of the echo of a voice that isn't mine
Trying to find a reason, trying to see a sign
This skin I'm in feels borrowed, a costume in a play
And I'm searching for the courage just to tear it all away
'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
And I'm fighting with the man I see
Who looks a little bit like me
But isn't who I'm meant to be
This is my apology
To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
It's time to let him breathe the air
And finally learn to steer
I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror
I walk into a crowded room and feel the weight of eyes
Measuring my worth against a tapestry of lies
They want the easy answers, the person they expect
A story neatly packaged, polished and correct
I give them what they're looking for, a curated design
A steady hand, a steady voice, everything is fine
But underneath the surface,there's a current running deep
Full of all the promises I couldn't seem to keep
And I'm caught up in the current of what everybody needs
Planting someone else's garden with someone else's seeds
I'm building a foundation on a fault line in the ground
Waiting for the tremor that will bring it crashing down
But I can feel a shifting, a whisper in the soul
A quiet act of rebellion taking back control
It's not about the anger,it's not about the blame
It's about the simple solace of remembering my name
'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
And I'm fighting with the man I see
Who looks a little bit like me
But isn't who I'm meant to be
This is my apology
To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
It's time to let him breathe the air
And finally learn to steer
I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror
This isn't a surrender,it's a declaration now
I'm taking back the pen somehow
And rewriting every vow
I made to a reflection that was never true
This is the day my life begins with you
My real self, breaking through
'Cause I've been living my life in a rearview mirror
Watching all the ghosts I know get a little bit clearer
And I'm fighting with the man I see
Who looks a little bit like me
But isn't who I'm meant to be
This is my apology
To the person I kept locked inside, drowning in my fear
It's time to let him breathe the air
And finally learn to steer
I'm breaking free from everything I held so dear
I'm leaving it all in the rearview mirror