[00:00.000] 作词 : Dave/James Blake
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Dave/James Blake
[00:16.999] What if I'm selfish?
[00:19.168] What if I'm the reason behind it?
[00:21.944] What if I'm overprotected with family because of how mine is?
[00:24.794] What if I'm jealous?
[00:26.594] Maybe that's just making me nervous
[00:29.528] What if my effort of pulling you closer, pushing you further
[00:32.447] What if I'm selfish?
[00:34.376] What if the reason they call me the greatest
[00:37.267] Is also the reason that me and you living on different pages
[00:40.215] What if I'm too much?
[00:42.141] What if I settled and I didn't fight?
[00:43.975] What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?
[00:47.901] What if I'm selfish?
[00:49.860] What if the kids just wanna be kids
[00:51.711] And don't wanna live in and out of the news
[00:53.690] And chill and don't even wanna be rich
[00:55.620] And what if I'm so self-centered
[00:57.305] That I don't even realize what I could miss
[00:59.486] And what if I'm
[01:01.666] What if I falling in the abyss
[01:03.396] Maybe it
[01:07.246] Maybe it thought, maybe it day
[01:09.247] Maybe it too many nights in LA
[01:11.058] Look at the house it sorry and still
[01:12.996] All of the feelings we hit in the hills
[01:15.067] Maybe it's you, maybe it's me
[01:16.924] Maybe the media or the provoking
[01:18.632] Gave you my heart, I laid it bare
[01:21.214] Funny you went and you poked it
[01:22.651] Why if it's better with me out of way?
[01:24.666] Why if it's better with me out of
[01:26.475] Like why if it's better with me out of way?
[01:28.442] Why if I'm poison, why if I'm cancer
[01:30.401] Why if I'm dangerous and I'm wild
[01:32.273] Look in my eyes and see it in a child
[01:34.176] What if he's broken, what if he's scared
[01:36.220] What if he's ostracized and vilified
[01:38.411] See peace is just an illusion
[01:39.988] Ain't got a home, I live in confusion
[01:41.961] Why if I'm selfish?
[01:44.274] Forever, forever, forever
[01:47.859] I manage the symptoms forever
[01:51.993] You can love how you want
[01:55.326] I know to give is no love
[01:59.610] But can you settle for a second?
[02:02.883] Let go of your idea of heaven
[02:07.659] I know it's a love
[02:10.365] But it might be all that I got
[02:14.861] I wanna throw myself in
[02:19.630] Snap off the mask
[02:22.986] I wanna clone that sin
[02:26.756] And a love that lasts
[02:30.427] I wanna escape the way
[02:34.096] Go with you to the carriage
[02:38.219] I wanna give you my life
[02:41.499] Or at least something to try
[02:46.556] But what if I'm still
[02:48.846] I've done a lot of things I regret
[02:50.461] Like announcing I'll split on a text
[02:51.809] Don't know why but I still buy gifts for my ex
[02:54.330] Watching her stories to see if she checks
[02:56.041] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in a game
[02:57.902] She told me, don't mention her name
[02:59.904] I'm suggesting the same, I'ma get through the pain
[03:01.789] When I see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain
[03:03.658] Back full of trauma I left on the train
[03:05.663] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed
[03:07.579] I'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair crying like a baby
[03:10.249] In the middle of a Harley Street
[03:11.894] Like I'm fighting a sickness that I can't beat
[03:13.954] I'm this low, and then I go mad
[03:15.892] Reflection telling me I'm just like my dad
[03:17.703] And this white woman telling me it ain so bad
[03:19.987] Middle of my sentence she cut me off like
[03:21.812] Sorry David we don have any more time
[03:23.655] The appointment till 4
[03:24.571] And it 3 bro I feel like she wouldn even care
[03:27.057] If I die man I try to do this therapy shit
[03:28.926] Man, I try to do this therapy shit
[03:30.359] Bro, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed
[03:32.453] But I'm low in the grove, in the casino, on the edge where I rode
[03:34.635] I've got too many sins to atone
[03:36.524] And a voice in my head, like, at this point, like
[03:38.790] At this point, bro, you should've been rich, like
[03:40.793] At this point, bro, you should've had kids, like
[03:42.712] At this point, should've built you a life, like
[03:44.558] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind, like
[03:46.449] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind, like
[03:48.413] Look around you, don't you feel like, black?
[03:50.949] What if I never find love?
[03:52.473] Don't know if it's scarier, the four of us two together
[03:54.858] Or being alone, I'm so used to being alone
[03:58.265] What if I'm somebody nobody wants?
[04:00.021] What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long
[04:02.160] And I'm old on me?
[04:02.824] What if I'm cold on me?
[04:03.837] What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?
[04:05.892] What if I'm rapidly spiraling, tired and jaded
[04:08.574] Or what if I'm faded or what if anxiety's growing inside me
[04:11.340] That I might have left all my besties behind me
[04:13.383] Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27
[04:15.153] That you don't appear in my idea of heaven
[04:17.211] Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?

作词 : Dave/James Blake
作曲 : Dave/James Blake
What if I'm selfish?
What if I'm the reason behind it?
What if I'm overprotected with family because of how mine is?
What if I'm jealous?
Maybe that's just making me nervous
What if my effort of pulling you closer, pushing you further
What if I'm selfish?
What if the reason they call me the greatest
Is also the reason that me and you living on different pages
What if I'm too much?
What if I settled and I didn't fight?
What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?
What if I'm selfish?
What if the kids just wanna be kids
And don't wanna live in and out of the news
And chill and don't even wanna be rich
And what if I'm so self-centered
That I don't even realize what I could miss
And what if I'm
What if I falling in the abyss
Maybe it
Maybe it thought, maybe it day
Maybe it too many nights in LA
Look at the house it sorry and still
All of the feelings we hit in the hills
Maybe it's you, maybe it's me
Maybe the media or the provoking
Gave you my heart, I laid it bare
Funny you went and you poked it
Why if it's better with me out of way?
Why if it's better with me out of
Like why if it's better with me out of way?
Why if I'm poison, why if I'm cancer
Why if I'm dangerous and I'm wild
Look in my eyes and see it in a child
What if he's broken, what if he's scared
What if he's ostracized and vilified
See peace is just an illusion
Ain't got a home, I live in confusion
Why if I'm selfish?
Forever, forever, forever
I manage the symptoms forever
You can love how you want
I know to give is no love
But can you settle for a second?
Let go of your idea of heaven
I know it's a love
But it might be all that I got
I wanna throw myself in
Snap off the mask
I wanna clone that sin
And a love that lasts
I wanna escape the way
Go with you to the carriage
I wanna give you my life
Or at least something to try
But what if I'm still
I've done a lot of things I regret
Like announcing I'll split on a text
Don't know why but I still buy gifts for my ex
Watching her stories to see if she checks
I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in a game
She told me, don't mention her name
I'm suggesting the same, I'ma get through the pain
When I see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain
Back full of trauma I left on the train
I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed
I'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair crying like a baby
In the middle of a Harley Street
Like I'm fighting a sickness that I can't beat
I'm this low, and then I go mad
Reflection telling me I'm just like my dad
And this white woman telling me it ain so bad
Middle of my sentence she cut me off like
Sorry David we don have any more time
The appointment till 4
And it 3 bro I feel like she wouldn even care
If I die man I try to do this therapy shit
Man, I try to do this therapy shit
Bro, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed
But I'm low in the grove, in the casino, on the edge where I rode
I've got too many sins to atone
And a voice in my head, like, at this point, like
At this point, bro, you should've been rich, like
At this point, bro, you should've had kids, like
At this point, should've built you a life, like
Look around you, don't you feel you're behind, like
Look around you, don't you feel you're behind, like
Look around you, don't you feel like, black?
What if I never find love?
Don't know if it's scarier, the four of us two together
Or being alone, I'm so used to being alone
What if I'm somebody nobody wants?
What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long
And I'm old on me?
What if I'm cold on me?
What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?
What if I'm rapidly spiraling, tired and jaded
Or what if I'm faded or what if anxiety's growing inside me
That I might have left all my besties behind me
Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27
That you don't appear in my idea of heaven
Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?