[00:23.01]Sleeping all day,
[00:25.29]You'd think I've had at least some good dreams.
[00:29.82]But I'm all out of luck it seems,
[00:34.11]Cause my disease wants to see me leave.
[00:37.17]Do I even try?
[00:43.23]Or should I let this eat me?
[00:46.44]Do I even try?
[00:48.36]Or do I check out early?
[00:49.65]Do I even try?
[00:52.53]Should I let my spirit sink?
[00:59.85]I know that this is all in my head
[01:02.34]But my head wants me dead
[01:05.88](I could never leave you,
[01:06.30]I could never leave you alone.)
[01:09.09]I know that this is all in my head
[01:11.79]But my head wants me dead
[01:14.79](I just wanna see you, I just wanna watch you explode)
[01:21.45]Floating far away,
[01:23.55]But close enough that I perceive the pain -
[01:29.22]Like an ending instead of phase.
[01:32.25]When things get better and I stay the same.
[01:35.70]Do I even try?
[01:41.58]What if I let this beat me?
[01:44.91]Do I even try?
[01:46.11]Cause I hate the way I treat me
[01:50.82]Do I even try?
[01:51.36]Don't want to let my spirit sink.
[02:48.30]What are you wearing?
[02:48.93]When you're not caring?

Sleeping all day,
You'd think I've had at least some good dreams.
But I'm all out of luck it seems,
Cause my disease wants to see me leave.
Do I even try?
Or should I let this eat me?
Do I even try?
Or do I check out early?
Do I even try?
Should I let my spirit sink?
I know that this is all in my head
But my head wants me dead
(I could never leave you,
I could never leave you alone.)
I know that this is all in my head
But my head wants me dead
(I just wanna see you, I just wanna watch you explode)
Floating far away,
But close enough that I perceive the pain -
Like an ending instead of phase.
When things get better and I stay the same.
Do I even try?
What if I let this beat me?
Do I even try?
Cause I hate the way I treat me
Do I even try?
Don't want to let my spirit sink.
What are you wearing?
When you're not caring?