[00:00.000] 作词 : Ryan Oakes/Jayden Seeley
[00:00.270] 作曲 : Ryan Oakes/Jayden Seeley
[00:00.540]Oh it's quiet in the evening
[00:04.600]Dust on the ceiling
[00:07.250]Knock on the door but no one's home
[00:11.140]Feel myself slipping
[00:11.980]And I hop in the whip
[00:13.310]Thinking a night drive will settle me
[00:14.810]And I'll get a grip
[00:15.950]I put my foot down on the gas
[00:17.300]And now I'm starting to drift
[00:18.560]And I can feel my heart beating deep
[00:20.070]Inside of my ribs
[00:21.140]Going over all scenarios
[00:22.560]And all the what-if's
[00:23.740]I think that it's about time
[00:25.000]I try to give 'em they wish
[00:26.420]I'm thinking 'bout a way to end it
[00:27.840]So it's painless and quick
[00:29.080]And go from someone they know
[00:30.200]Into somebody they'll miss
[00:31.710]I could hit a brick wall
[00:32.840]Like all the ones that I built
[00:34.250]Around myself or maybe swallow down
[00:35.670]A bottle of pills
[00:36.820]But maybe not
[00:37.480]'Cause I can't even learn to swallow the guilt
[00:39.400]Or tell my therapist the way
[00:40.700]I ******* actually feel
[00:42.020]Homie ****'s getting real
[00:43.300]'Cause I'm sick of the pain
[00:44.620]Got the drive inside of me
[00:45.910]From never catching a break
[00:47.190]It's an infection I can feel it
[00:48.560]Spreading out in my veins
[00:49.900]And the only to beat it is accepting my fate
[00:52.730]Oh it's quiet in the evening
[00:56.650]Dust on the ceiling
[00:59.380]I wrote a note to all I've known
[01:04.260]Was never the right time
[01:07.300]I said my goodbyes
[01:09.860]Knock on the door but no one's home
[01:13.610]I'm exhausted from circling inside of my head
[01:15.990]I'm feeling nauseous struggling
[01:17.310]With catching my breath
[01:18.570]100-pound weight buried deep inside of my chest
[01:21.180]I'm going round eight
[01:22.100]Waking up and covered in sweat
[01:23.720]With nothing left to give
[01:25.070]And nothing left to lose
[01:26.380]I'm thinking this is it
[01:27.630]It's time to make my move
[01:29.020]I rip out every stitch
[01:30.260]Open up all my wounds
[01:31.610]To feed the emptiness
[01:32.870]I got a date with fumes
[01:34.290]I'm filling my garage with carbon monoxide
[01:36.590]While I'm on the phone with the suicide hotline
[01:39.180]Telling 'em my life sucks
[01:40.420]I'm ready to swap sides
[01:41.850]And when I'm gone time
[01:42.950]Will keep on moving clockwise
[01:44.610]Nah
[01:45.150]I'ma end this with the way it started
[01:47.400]The Hollywood way
[01:48.650]They can milk and market
[01:50.090]A knife from my back to my wrist and carve it
[01:52.720]And finally give myself a red carpet
[01:55.030]Damn
[01:55.460]Oh it's quiet in the evening
[01:59.310]Dust on the ceiling
[02:01.950]I wrote a note to all I've known
[02:06.890]Was never the right time
[02:09.800]I said my goodbyes
[02:12.390]Knock on the door but no one's home
[02:17.010]Tap on the window
[02:17.760]I thought that the reaper
[02:18.430]Was tucking me into my bed
[02:19.730]It was a cop and the way
[02:20.810]That he found me
[02:21.430]He thought he was pulling out somebody dead
[02:23.060]Calling me lucky and telling me
[02:24.250]Somebody's coming to put me together again
[02:26.370]Suddenly something was changing
[02:27.470]I'm feeling like I can see
[02:28.510]Life through a different lens
[02:30.110]Now it's all hitting me
[02:30.880]What was I thinking
[02:31.490]Thought I didn't wanna survive
[02:32.910]Hard to believe a coincidence didn't just happen
[02:34.770]And all of this wasn't a sign
[02:36.400]But in that time is
[02:37.390]When I noticed that I felt alive
[02:39.520]I had to cheat death to realize
[02:41.400]I didn't wanna die

作词 : Ryan Oakes/Jayden Seeley
作曲 : Ryan Oakes/Jayden Seeley
Oh it's quiet in the evening
Dust on the ceiling
Knock on the door but no one's home
Feel myself slipping
And I hop in the whip
Thinking a night drive will settle me
And I'll get a grip
I put my foot down on the gas
And now I'm starting to drift
And I can feel my heart beating deep
Inside of my ribs
Going over all scenarios
And all the what-if's
I think that it's about time
I try to give 'em they wish
I'm thinking 'bout a way to end it
So it's painless and quick
And go from someone they know
Into somebody they'll miss
I could hit a brick wall
Like all the ones that I built
Around myself or maybe swallow down
A bottle of pills
But maybe not
'Cause I can't even learn to swallow the guilt
Or tell my therapist the way
I ******* actually feel
Homie ****'s getting real
'Cause I'm sick of the pain
Got the drive inside of me
From never catching a break
It's an infection I can feel it
Spreading out in my veins
And the only to beat it is accepting my fate
Oh it's quiet in the evening
Dust on the ceiling
I wrote a note to all I've known
Was never the right time
I said my goodbyes
Knock on the door but no one's home
I'm exhausted from circling inside of my head
I'm feeling nauseous struggling
With catching my breath
100-pound weight buried deep inside of my chest
I'm going round eight
Waking up and covered in sweat
With nothing left to give
And nothing left to lose
I'm thinking this is it
It's time to make my move
I rip out every stitch
Open up all my wounds
To feed the emptiness
I got a date with fumes
I'm filling my garage with carbon monoxide
While I'm on the phone with the suicide hotline
Telling 'em my life sucks
I'm ready to swap sides
And when I'm gone time
Will keep on moving clockwise
Nah
I'ma end this with the way it started
The Hollywood way
They can milk and market
A knife from my back to my wrist and carve it
And finally give myself a red carpet
Damn
Oh it's quiet in the evening
Dust on the ceiling
I wrote a note to all I've known
Was never the right time
I said my goodbyes
Knock on the door but no one's home
Tap on the window
I thought that the reaper
Was tucking me into my bed
It was a cop and the way
That he found me
He thought he was pulling out somebody dead
Calling me lucky and telling me
Somebody's coming to put me together again
Suddenly something was changing
I'm feeling like I can see
Life through a different lens
Now it's all hitting me
What was I thinking
Thought I didn't wanna survive
Hard to believe a coincidence didn't just happen
And all of this wasn't a sign
But in that time is
When I noticed that I felt alive
I had to cheat death to realize
I didn't wanna die