[00:00.000] 作词 : Martis Evans
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Martis Evans
[00:09.677]Just an average girl
[00:10.858]She always wore a smile
[00:12.018]She was cheerful and happy for a short while
[00:14.563]Now she is older
[00:15.547]Things are getting colder
[00:16.984]Life is not what she thought she wished someone had told her
[00:19.220]She told you she was down
[00:20.482]You let it slip by
[00:21.681]So from then on she kept it on the inside
[00:24.139]She told herself she was alright
[00:25.717]but she was telling white lies
[00:26.893]Can't you tell
[00:27.643]Look at her dull eyes
[00:29.021]Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
[00:31.327]but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
[00:33.895]Summer came by
[00:34.724]all she wore was long sleeves
[00:36.285]Cause all her cuts on her wrists were bleeding through
[00:37.850]You see
[00:38.683]She knew she was depressed
[00:39.705]Didn't want to admit it
[00:40.967]Didn't think she fit in
[00:42.095]everyone seemed to miss it
[00:43.356]She carried on like a solider with a battle wound
[00:45.792]Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
[00:48.150]She had no friends at school
[00:49.411]all alone she sat
[00:50.758]And if someone were to notice
[00:51.956]she would blame the cat
[00:53.063]But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
[00:55.524]But no one cared enough to save her from this from this self hate
[00:57.876]Things are going down
[00:59.114]never really up
[01:00.484]And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
[01:02.797]She knew exactly what she had to do next
[01:04.754]Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
[01:07.616]She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
[01:09.513]"LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD?！"
[01:12.677]But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
[01:14.657]It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
[01:17.217]She stood up on the chair
[01:18.293]and looked out at the moon
[01:19.601]Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
[01:22.045]The chair fell down
[01:23.075]as she took her final breath
[01:24.607]It's all over, all gone
[01:25.697]now she's greeting death
[01:26.960]Her mom walks in
[01:27.831]She falls down to the floor
[01:29.256]And now nothing can take back what she just saw
[01:31.531]The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
[01:34.177]Her body is pale
[01:34.827]and her face is violently bare
[01:36.422]She sees the note and unfolds it with care
[01:38.634]All she does is stare
[01:39.849]"HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?"
[01:41.374]She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
[01:43.524]"I'm sorry mom
[01:44.252]but the world is just not my place
[01:46.118]I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
[01:48.503]I've come to realize this world is full of sin
[01:50.986]There's nothing for me here
[01:52.191]I'm just a waste of space
[01:53.523]I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
[01:55.855]It's a disgrace
[01:57.140]I was misplaced
[01:58.271]Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
[02:00.732]It's okay though
[02:01.682]cause you'll see me soon
[02:03.137]You'll know when your time has come
[02:04.251]just look at the moon
[02:05.635]As it shines bright
[02:06.849]throughout the night
[02:07.900]And remember everyone is facing their own fight
[02:10.292]But I can't deal with the pain
[02:11.870]I'm not a fighter
[02:12.760]You'll make it through the night
[02:13.992]Just hug your pillow tighter
[02:15.230]So let the world know that I died in vain
[02:17.598]Cause the world around me is the one to blame
[02:19.942]And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone
[02:22.179]Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
[02:24.740]That's what they used to tell me
[02:25.976]All those kids at school
[02:27.049]So I'm going by the law majority rules
[02:29.478]My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
[02:32.024]And if anything
[02:33.169]I hope this makes you stronger
[02:34.608]You are the best friend
[02:35.645]That I EVER had
[02:37.030]Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
[02:39.267]Just remember that you meant everything to me
[02:41.687]And to my heart you are the only one that held the key
[02:43.973]Now it's time to go
[02:44.998]I'm running out of place to write
[02:46.384]And yes I lost my fight
[02:47.327]but please just hold on tight
[02:48.859]I'm watching over you from the clouds above
[02:51.203]and sending down the purest and the whitest dove
[02:53.695]To watching over you
[02:54.692]and be my helpful eye
[02:55.953]So this is it world
[02:57.599]Goodbye.”

作词 : Martis Evans
作曲 : Martis Evans
Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she is older
Things are getting colder
Life is not what she thought she wished someone had told her
She told you she was down
You let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
but she was telling white lies
Can't you tell
Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by
all she wore was long sleeves
Cause all her cuts on her wrists were bleeding through
You see
She knew she was depressed
Didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in
everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a solider with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school
all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice
she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this from this self hate
Things are going down
never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
"LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD?！"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair
and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down
as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone
now she's greeting death
Her mom walks in
She falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body is pale
and her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare
"HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry mom
but the world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world is full of sin
There's nothing for me here
I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace
I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's okay though
cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come
just look at the moon
As it shines bright
throughout the night
And remember everyone is facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain
I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night
Just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know that I died in vain
Cause the world around me is the one to blame
And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone
Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they used to tell me
All those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything
I hope this makes you stronger
You are the best friend
That I EVER had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
Just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart you are the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go
I'm running out of place to write
And yes I lost my fight
but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
and sending down the purest and the whitest dove
To watching over you
and be my helpful eye
So this is it world
Goodbye.”