[00:00.000] 作词 : Mia Noelle Cedeno
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mia Noelle Cedeno
[00:10.330]Please, don't tell me what you think I want to hear,
[00:12.520]So hard to feel like a bad person for the last few ****ing years,
[00:15.160]I want to scream and yell and throw a fit and run amok,
[00:17.850]But you can't seem to listen, all you want to do is ****.
[00:21.010]I hate that when I jump you tell me "DO IT TEN MORE TIMES!",
[00:23.680]Give me that reassurance and then backtrack into lies,
[00:26.340]Hand me the map and mark it up so much it hurts my eyes,
[00:28.870]Then take it back when I find treasure as a fun surprise!
[00:31.900]'Keep falling into circles I'll cut off my ****ing head',
[00:34.260]I should have listened to the shit I wrote, not you instead,
[00:37.080]'Why does it hurt to love you?'
[00:39.040]( Now I know)I was never insane, I suffered catering to you.
[00:44.910]I can't cope in a healthy way I put the blame on me,
[00:47.550]Denial is so pretty 'til it's all that you can see,
[00:50.240]Like Tetris blocks we're falling faster every time it's wrong,
[00:52.930]Let's build our perfect future, light the fuse and throw the bomb.
[00:55.520]Please rope me in some more so you can say I'm not enough,
[00:58.180]I'll walk around blindfolded, let you put me in a cuff,
[01:00.900]I'll trust your every word knowing that something else is there,
[01:03.560]Respect is earned, but in your eyes I could never compare.
[01:06.390]Tell me more about the kind of future that we had,
[01:09.000]Let's all laugh together like it's not all ****ing bad,
[01:11.740]Tell me how you're different from the rest, you have a plan,
[01:14.350]Don't forget to pretend like I ever stood a chance!
[01:17.020]Tell me why it's my fault so you can remove the blame,
[01:19.630]I'll hold your accusations so you never feel the pain,
[01:22.240]My family is worried, say I'm doing way too much,
[01:24.830]Please treat me gently, bandage me, then kick away the crutch.
[01:27.600]Got voices in your ears none of them are ever yours,
[01:30.160]Incapable of thought beyond the work you wont ignore,
[01:32.850]The times I shared my feelings you say I have BPD,
[01:35.540]months later getting tested just to find that isn't me.
[01:38.150]Shill me illegal medication, making me insane,
[01:40.870]So long as I can spread my legs you'll love me just the same,
[01:43.480]You drown me under labels never take me as I am,
[01:46.200]tool of convenience for you when life is not as planned.
[01:48.970]Life lessons work like circles, coming back to bring up hell,
[01:51.580]Looking back at your work, it seems you know this path too well,
[01:54.190]I can't say I'm surprised when I step back, connect the dots,
[01:56.960]Keep running away, ending up in the exact same spots.
[01:59.520]Give me a list of expectations one thousand feet long,
[02:02.210]And when I trip make sure you yell, don't help me move along.
[02:04.770]Make sure you say the things to keep me ignorant and blind,
[02:07.560]Then say that you're the victim once you go and change your mind.
[02:10.150]Let's build our lives together full immersion at the time,
[02:12.840]You think that what I do not know could never be a crime,
[02:15.510]Please lead me on and let still continue building trust,
[02:18.170]So you can call and tell me you might give into your lust.
[02:20.760]I'm picking up the remnants of our life fully alone,
[02:23.530]It's easier to run instead of face your fears at home,
[02:26.220]Pose impatience as gut feelings and spew it onto me,
[02:28.780]leaving a trail of garbage but it's fine because you're free.
[02:31.730]So much I want to tell you, now you've gone and run away,
[02:34.210]I spent two years in limbo feeling like I've gone insane,
[02:36.930]My therapist is scared she said I cannot hold it all,
[02:39.490]But I kept putting myself down for something that would fall.
[02:42.120]I'm sorry to myself, I should have never done that much,
[02:45.020]Beautiful Princess wants order, you leave in a rush,
[02:47.560]When all is said and done I don't regret playing the game,
[02:50.250]A beautiful princess can grow and you will stay the same.

作词 : Mia Noelle Cedeno
作曲 : Mia Noelle Cedeno
Please, don't tell me what you think I want to hear,
So hard to feel like a bad person for the last few ****ing years,
I want to scream and yell and throw a fit and run amok,
But you can't seem to listen, all you want to do is ****.
I hate that when I jump you tell me "DO IT TEN MORE TIMES!",
Give me that reassurance and then backtrack into lies,
Hand me the map and mark it up so much it hurts my eyes,
Then take it back when I find treasure as a fun surprise!
'Keep falling into circles I'll cut off my ****ing head',
I should have listened to the shit I wrote, not you instead,
'Why does it hurt to love you?'
( Now I know)I was never insane, I suffered catering to you.
I can't cope in a healthy way I put the blame on me,
Denial is so pretty 'til it's all that you can see,
Like Tetris blocks we're falling faster every time it's wrong,
Let's build our perfect future, light the fuse and throw the bomb.
Please rope me in some more so you can say I'm not enough,
I'll walk around blindfolded, let you put me in a cuff,
I'll trust your every word knowing that something else is there,
Respect is earned, but in your eyes I could never compare.
Tell me more about the kind of future that we had,
Let's all laugh together like it's not all ****ing bad,
Tell me how you're different from the rest, you have a plan,
Don't forget to pretend like I ever stood a chance!
Tell me why it's my fault so you can remove the blame,
I'll hold your accusations so you never feel the pain,
My family is worried, say I'm doing way too much,
Please treat me gently, bandage me, then kick away the crutch.
Got voices in your ears none of them are ever yours,
Incapable of thought beyond the work you wont ignore,
The times I shared my feelings you say I have BPD,
months later getting tested just to find that isn't me.
Shill me illegal medication, making me insane,
So long as I can spread my legs you'll love me just the same,
You drown me under labels never take me as I am,
tool of convenience for you when life is not as planned.
Life lessons work like circles, coming back to bring up hell,
Looking back at your work, it seems you know this path too well,
I can't say I'm surprised when I step back, connect the dots,
Keep running away, ending up in the exact same spots.
Give me a list of expectations one thousand feet long,
And when I trip make sure you yell, don't help me move along.
Make sure you say the things to keep me ignorant and blind,
Then say that you're the victim once you go and change your mind.
Let's build our lives together full immersion at the time,
You think that what I do not know could never be a crime,
Please lead me on and let still continue building trust,
So you can call and tell me you might give into your lust.
I'm picking up the remnants of our life fully alone,
It's easier to run instead of face your fears at home,
Pose impatience as gut feelings and spew it onto me,
leaving a trail of garbage but it's fine because you're free.
So much I want to tell you, now you've gone and run away,
I spent two years in limbo feeling like I've gone insane,
My therapist is scared she said I cannot hold it all,
But I kept putting myself down for something that would fall.
I'm sorry to myself, I should have never done that much,
Beautiful Princess wants order, you leave in a rush,
When all is said and done I don't regret playing the game,
A beautiful princess can grow and you will stay the same.