[00:00.000] 作词 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
[00:00.120] 作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
[00:00.240]("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
[00:02.720]("If you died no one would care")
[00:08.770]When I was 13, I started gaining weight
[00:13.920]So I started counting calories sometimes
[00:18.460]When I was 16, someone told me I was stupid
[00:23.680]So I bit my tongue, let others speak their minds
[00:28.530]Now I hear voices late at night, honestly I'm terrified
[00:34.190]That I'm never gonna be the same
[00:38.650]Some people are scared of heights, monsters coming out at night
[00:43.360]But I'm afraid of something I can't change
[00:48.320]I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
[00:58.190]I'm afraid for my life, I'm at war with my mind, and nobody can help
[01:06.580]My thoughts go
[01:08.090]("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
[01:10.010]("If you died no one would care")
[01:13.110]Oh, I lost control
[01:17.520]I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
[01:26.190]I'm not doing well
[01:36.070]When I was 19, someone stole my innocence
[01:41.120]And the first thing I did is blame myself
[01:45.930]Now in my 20s, and I still file like a kid
[01:50.950]Tryna work through all this shit but God it's heavy
[01:56.200]Now I hear voices late at night, honestly I'm terrified
[02:01.010]That I'm never gonna be the same
[02:05.640]Some people are scared of heights, monsters coming out at night
[02:10.400]But I'm afraid of something I can't change
[02:16.040]I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
[02:25.030]I'm afraid for my life, I'm at war with my mind, and nobody can help
[02:33.680]My thoughts go ("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
[02:37.520]("If you died no one would care")
[02:39.940]Oh, I lost control
[02:44.420]I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
[02:52.930]I'm not doing well
[03:04.320]("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
[03:06.240]("If you died no one would care")

作词 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
("If you died no one would care")
When I was 13, I started gaining weight
So I started counting calories sometimes
When I was 16, someone told me I was stupid
So I bit my tongue, let others speak their minds
Now I hear voices late at night, honestly I'm terrified
That I'm never gonna be the same
Some people are scared of heights, monsters coming out at night
But I'm afraid of something I can't change
I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
I'm afraid for my life, I'm at war with my mind, and nobody can help
My thoughts go
("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
("If you died no one would care")
Oh, I lost control
I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
When I was 19, someone stole my innocence
And the first thing I did is blame myself
Now in my 20s, and I still file like a kid
Tryna work through all this shit but God it's heavy
Now I hear voices late at night, honestly I'm terrified
That I'm never gonna be the same
Some people are scared of heights, monsters coming out at night
But I'm afraid of something I can't change
I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
I'm afraid for my life, I'm at war with my mind, and nobody can help
My thoughts go ("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
("If you died no one would care")
Oh, I lost control
I'm scared of myself, if you ask me truth, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well
("You're not good enough", "life's not fair")
("If you died no one would care")