[00:00.00] 作词 : Ziey Kizzy
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Ziey Kizzy
[00:08.97]I wish i had a witness for all my wins
[00:11.07]Kinda like I got a witness for all’a my sins
[00:13.35]I know I left your heart in pieces i was spreading my wings
[00:15.63]You know as they say moving on to bigger and better things
[00:18.12]you think I lost touch but no ones calling me out
[00:20.13]Because I don’t follow the trends so lend ya ears to my mouth
[00:22.50]I signed with a label released 2 track in about
[00:25.41]12 months what the **** is that all about
[00:27.03]I’ve been on my lil bros tour and coming back to a house
[00:29.31]That’s just reeking like cigarettes and just depresses me out
[00:31.95]Stress when you just wanna ****
[00:32.88]But your calling cabs for the bitch before you’ve busted a nut
[00:34.98]I need to get out this house
[00:36.21]I built a brand off the box that I’m tryna escape from
[00:38.79]branded myself as someone you can tryna relate to
[00:40.86]But My manager says I’m too nice
[00:42.18]My friends say I’m too nice
[00:43.23]Look at the girls I’m tryna wife and see my ex cry
[00:45.09]I’m too nice
[00:46.11]But why do I care for
[00:47.34]transferred £60 to a stranger to get her home from the airport
[00:50.01]When I sit and reflect this guilt swallows me up
[00:52.11]I wish I was 17 Again and I just don’t give a ****
[00:54.48]Stealing whips at 14 and getting drunk and in a house
[00:56.85]Throwing wine all up the walls and I’m ashamed of it now
[00:59.13]Battling maturity but I’m still conforming right now
[01:01.20]But I’m in a job I don’t mind I’m getting paid to sit down
[01:03.69]I was living rockstar on boats catching planes
[01:06.09]Had pains in my palm from all the bottles that we sprayed
[01:08.25]But back home I ain’t gotta place to stay
[01:10.68]Hotel living exes redundancy pay
[01:12.78]And The people that looked up to me seem to be living the life
[01:15.03]Or just using their illusion til they get they money right
[01:17.43]I know
[01:22.47]It’s all just stress but we all need help
[01:24.18]I’m tryna be a better person kuz I hate myself
[01:26.61]Put pressure on these shoulders
[01:27.87]How can I relieve it
[01:28.89]girl friends got hooked but I’m not tryna be deceiving
[01:31.32]If I could paint a picture of my perfect life
[01:33.57]I’d have a blank canvas kuz I’m never satisfied
[01:35.91]I Still see a ex I **** her sometimes
[01:38.22]She say it’s blessed but I know it’s all lies
[01:40.20]I got some down ass chicks but I never wanna link
[01:42.48]I got some fine ass chicks that never wanna speak
[01:44.94]It’s all ****ed up yeah it’s all ****ed up
[01:47.43]Just Like me yeah I’m so ****ed up
[01:49.38]I wanna say how I feel but I’m scared to offended
[01:51.90]Don’t ask for my opinion kuz I don’t wanna pretend
[01:54.21]I hate being fake and i when I walk round my ends
[01:56.46]I see old friends I don’t wanna be like them
[01:58.38]don’t wanna be like you
[01:59.73]If your lovers gotta family why you tryna intrude
[02:02.04]Understand the damage in the things that you do
[02:03.87]My parents got divorced so put yourself in my shoes
[02:05.88]Put yourself in that little kids shoes
[02:07.65]I got issues
[02:09.78]I got problems
[02:12.09]I got wishes
[02:14.52]I got so much to say to people who don’t wanna listen
[02:16.83]Now I’m going a change
[02:18.15]My new transition
[02:19.08]The higher ups tryna what?? dictate my vision
[02:21.30]You gotta stick to one thing what’s that all about
[02:23.61]Because I’m the most diverse your tryna single me out
[02:25.83]Sometimes I don’t wanna talk because I’ve been through a lot
[02:28.14]Sometimes I don’t wanna preach to people who love talking a lot
[02:30.84]everyone’s the press let that bullshit stop
[02:32.70]Ya see I don’t trust you think I love you a lot
[02:34.98]I know I’m stronger than this
[02:36.15]I never wine and complain
[02:37.35]Or maybe I just bottle up the feelings and hide all the pain
[02:39.57]You know My feelings and my fortune I don’t give em away
[02:41.85]Sometimes what can’t be said is in the chords that I play
[02:44.16]If I closed my eyes and try and see my future
[02:46.77]I can live that life Wish I could see that sooner
[02:48.78]I just wanna be a rockstar man and travel the world
[02:51.00]But this shits gonna kill you if you don’t humble yourself
[02:53.37]Why the **** You doing coke on ya video shoots
[02:55.59]Who the **** dyu think you are you know you’re destined to lose
[02:57.90]You need to fix the **** up and lose that attitude
[03:00.21]Have some respect for your nan when she calls you into her room
[03:02.46]I know dementia’s a cunt and it’s hard to get through
[03:04.83]To a woman you love and forgets everything that you do
[03:07.14]This is the hand you was dealt and it’s defining you to
[03:09.60]Dyu believe in karma? Because she’s coming for you
[03:11.55]I watch my best friends struggle
[03:12.87]Whilst I’m out ere living
[03:14.01]Ones so Alcohol dependant that he’s just gone missing
[03:16.41]Last time we got talking he’d just been sectioned
[03:18.81]This should be the time that I count my blessings
[03:21.06]But **** this shit I could scream right now
[03:23.19]This is more than a rap it’s a ****in breakdown
[03:25.38]Kuz when I turn back time my mind goes sour
[03:27.84]Reflecting on what wasn’t my finest hour
[03:29.97]Now my inbox is another life
[03:32.64]Instagram chicks wanna take their lives
[03:34.59]Yeah The topic of conversation is always suicide
[03:36.96]Why do I attract people who just wanna die
[03:39.27]I’ve been in your position I know how you feel
[03:41.55]But I’m not you so how can I know how you feel
[03:43.89]I put my feelings in the music issa vice for me still
[03:46.44]that’s how you know that it’s real
[03:48.15]I got issues
[03:50.46]I got problems
[03:59.58]I got wishes

作词 : Ziey Kizzy
作曲 : Ziey Kizzy
I wish i had a witness for all my wins
Kinda like I got a witness for all’a my sins
I know I left your heart in pieces i was spreading my wings
You know as they say moving on to bigger and better things
you think I lost touch but no ones calling me out
Because I don’t follow the trends so lend ya ears to my mouth
I signed with a label released 2 track in about
12 months what the **** is that all about
I’ve been on my lil bros tour and coming back to a house
That’s just reeking like cigarettes and just depresses me out
Stress when you just wanna ****
But your calling cabs for the bitch before you’ve busted a nut
I need to get out this house
I built a brand off the box that I’m tryna escape from
branded myself as someone you can tryna relate to
But My manager says I’m too nice
My friends say I’m too nice
Look at the girls I’m tryna wife and see my ex cry
I’m too nice
But why do I care for
transferred £60 to a stranger to get her home from the airport
When I sit and reflect this guilt swallows me up
I wish I was 17 Again and I just don’t give a ****
Stealing whips at 14 and getting drunk and in a house
Throwing wine all up the walls and I’m ashamed of it now
Battling maturity but I’m still conforming right now
But I’m in a job I don’t mind I’m getting paid to sit down
I was living rockstar on boats catching planes
Had pains in my palm from all the bottles that we sprayed
But back home I ain’t gotta place to stay
Hotel living exes redundancy pay
And The people that looked up to me seem to be living the life
Or just using their illusion til they get they money right
I know
It’s all just stress but we all need help
I’m tryna be a better person kuz I hate myself
Put pressure on these shoulders
How can I relieve it
girl friends got hooked but I’m not tryna be deceiving
If I could paint a picture of my perfect life
I’d have a blank canvas kuz I’m never satisfied
I Still see a ex I **** her sometimes
She say it’s blessed but I know it’s all lies
I got some down ass chicks but I never wanna link
I got some fine ass chicks that never wanna speak
It’s all ****ed up yeah it’s all ****ed up
Just Like me yeah I’m so ****ed up
I wanna say how I feel but I’m scared to offended
Don’t ask for my opinion kuz I don’t wanna pretend
I hate being fake and i when I walk round my ends
I see old friends I don’t wanna be like them
don’t wanna be like you
If your lovers gotta family why you tryna intrude
Understand the damage in the things that you do
My parents got divorced so put yourself in my shoes
Put yourself in that little kids shoes
I got issues
I got problems
I got wishes
I got so much to say to people who don’t wanna listen
Now I’m going a change
My new transition
The higher ups tryna what?? dictate my vision
You gotta stick to one thing what’s that all about
Because I’m the most diverse your tryna single me out
Sometimes I don’t wanna talk because I’ve been through a lot
Sometimes I don’t wanna preach to people who love talking a lot
everyone’s the press let that bullshit stop
Ya see I don’t trust you think I love you a lot
I know I’m stronger than this
I never wine and complain
Or maybe I just bottle up the feelings and hide all the pain
You know My feelings and my fortune I don’t give em away
Sometimes what can’t be said is in the chords that I play
If I closed my eyes and try and see my future
I can live that life Wish I could see that sooner
I just wanna be a rockstar man and travel the world
But this shits gonna kill you if you don’t humble yourself
Why the **** You doing coke on ya video shoots
Who the **** dyu think you are you know you’re destined to lose
You need to fix the **** up and lose that attitude
Have some respect for your nan when she calls you into her room
I know dementia’s a cunt and it’s hard to get through
To a woman you love and forgets everything that you do
This is the hand you was dealt and it’s defining you to
Dyu believe in karma? Because she’s coming for you
I watch my best friends struggle
Whilst I’m out ere living
Ones so Alcohol dependant that he’s just gone missing
Last time we got talking he’d just been sectioned
This should be the time that I count my blessings
But **** this shit I could scream right now
This is more than a rap it’s a ****in breakdown
Kuz when I turn back time my mind goes sour
Reflecting on what wasn’t my finest hour
Now my inbox is another life
Instagram chicks wanna take their lives
Yeah The topic of conversation is always suicide
Why do I attract people who just wanna die
I’ve been in your position I know how you feel
But I’m not you so how can I know how you feel
I put my feelings in the music issa vice for me still
that’s how you know that it’s real
I got issues
I got problems
I got wishes