[00:00.000] 作曲 : Greg Kurstin/Gregory Aldae Hein
[00:10.200]I'm caught up in the everyday trend
[00:12.800]Tied up by invisible thread
[00:14.781]Walking down a razor-thin edge
[00:16.859]And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
[00:19.416]Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
[00:21.681]Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
[00:23.915]Drink all night till I can't walk a straight line
[00:26.265]Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time
[00:28.500]I can't keep my feet on the ground
[00:32.681]And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
[00:37.348]I'm hoping that someone comes around
[00:40.281]And helps me figure it out
[00:46.599]I think that I should try to kill my ego
[00:51.208]'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[00:55.816]I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
[00:58.139]I'm acting like a ****ing baby
[01:00.429]I'm really not as happy as I seem
[01:04.955]Still a little kid that can't make friends
[01:07.422]Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
[01:09.383]I been having bad dreams, my career could end
[01:11.684]'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend
[01:14.216]Turned eighteen, and I left the city
[01:16.167]I said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
[01:18.780]Voices all came crashing down
[01:20.690]And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
[01:23.367]I can't keep my feet on the ground
[01:27.560]And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
[01:32.276]I'm hoping that someone comes around
[01:35.134]And helps me figure it out
[01:41.492]I think that I should try to kill my ego
[01:46.060]'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[01:50.652]I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
[01:53.000]I'm acting like a ****ing baby
[01:55.277]I'm really not as happy as I seem
[01:58.826]Nothing's as it seems
[02:03.046]Yeah, nothing's as it seems
[02:08.642]And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
[02:11.271]I'm acting like a ****ing baby
[02:13.578]I'm really not that happy being me
[02:18.243]I don't like the lie I'm living
[02:20.408]I'm way too nice and too forgiving
[02:22.726]I wanna go back to the beginning
[02:24.792]When it all felt right
[02:27.270]A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
[02:29.710]Didn't give a **** if I was winning
[02:31.860]It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
[02:36.344]I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
[02:38.703]I think that I should try to kill my ego
[02:43.245]'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[02:47.855]I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
[02:50.151]I'm acting like a ****ing baby
[02:52.436]I'm really not as happy as I seem
[02:55.869]Nothing's as it seems
[03:00.219]Yeah, nothing's as it seems
[03:05.837]And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
[03:08.453]I'm acting like a ****ing baby
[03:10.736]I'm really not that happy being me

作曲 : Greg Kurstin/Gregory Aldae Hein
I'm caught up in the everyday trend
Tied up by invisible thread
Walking down a razor-thin edge
And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
Drink all night till I can't walk a straight line
Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time
I can't keep my feet on the ground
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
I'm hoping that someone comes around
And helps me figure it out
I think that I should try to kill my ego
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem
Still a little kid that can't make friends
Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
I been having bad dreams, my career could end
'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend
Turned eighteen, and I left the city
I said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
Voices all came crashing down
And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
I can't keep my feet on the ground
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
I'm hoping that someone comes around
And helps me figure it out
I think that I should try to kill my ego
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem
Nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
I'm really not that happy being me
I don't like the lie I'm living
I'm way too nice and too forgiving
I wanna go back to the beginning
When it all felt right
A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
Didn't give a **** if I was winning
It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
I think that I should try to kill my ego
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem
Nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
I'm really not that happy being me