[00:14.982] Lately,I feel so alone
[00:16.919] Don't even know why I have a phone
[00:18.468] Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone
[00:20.943] that I could call my-own
[00:22.415] It's lonely walking down this road
[00:24.258] Fake friends that I didn't have to know
[00:26.336] The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I
[00:28.168] need 'em and I turn around they just turn-ghost
[00:30.390] I feel I'm at an all-time low
[00:32.251] I am depressed and it hurts me to know
[00:33.993] My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
[00:36.061] She's ignoring every text message I wrote
[00:37.972] My anxiety's high, my medication's low
[00:40.189] I am so stressed and I hate being home
[00:41.871] I sit and overthink everything alone
[00:43.969] I wish I had somebody to hold,damn
[00:46.382] I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
[00:48.532] Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump
[00:50.207] I try to stay strong, screaming, "I don't give a ****!"
[00:52.384] But if anybody would give it,then I'm the one
[00:54.469] I wanna put down my walls and open up
[00:56.138] I hide behind this rapper I've become
[00:58.448] Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug
[01:00.180] No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge
[01:02.185] I remember you said my music was wack
[01:04.301] Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
[01:05.854] They said the image and the drive is what I lack
[01:07.823] Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap
[01:10.535] Well, I ignored that, I said, "**** it and snapped
[01:12.314] Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?
[01:14.246] I didn't need a label to give me a chance
[01:16.051] The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man
[01:18.226] Buzzin' hard,but to find nothing
[01:20.527] Never found someone who really loves me
[01:22.600] People comin' around now cause I'm gettin' money
[01:24.522] A few plays later, now they all see something
[01:26.313] The same guy that is from the start
[01:27.878] The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
[01:29.949] The same guy who turned music into his art
[01:31.823] The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star
[01:34.088] I'm twenty-two, and I won't let myself down
[01:36.292] I stood up right after I fell down
[01:38.062] It's hard to see Heaven when you know you're
[01:39.647] Hell-bound
[01:40.425] I never really opened up and that's until now
[01:42.665] I hope that I never lose you
[01:44.605] If I could choose one person, I would choose you
[01:46.546] I hope you understand my pain
[01:48.001] 'Cause that's something that we all gotta go-through
[01:50.794] I hate being down this road
[01:51.662] Been down before
[01:52.722] I feel like I need you more
[01:53.919] I'm so alone
[01:54.756] Since I was seven years old
[01:56.028] My future's all I'd imagine
[01:59.062] And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin;
[02:01.328] "Damn it"
[02:02.767] This the life, I never planned it
[02:05.035] No,I never planned it

Lately,I feel so alone
Don't even know why I have a phone
Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone
that I could call my-own
It's lonely walking down this road
Fake friends that I didn't have to know
The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I
need 'em and I turn around they just turn-ghost
I feel I'm at an all-time low
I am depressed and it hurts me to know
My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
She's ignoring every text message I wrote
My anxiety's high, my medication's low
I am so stressed and I hate being home
I sit and overthink everything alone
I wish I had somebody to hold,damn
I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump
I try to stay strong, screaming, "I don't give a ****!"
But if anybody would give it,then I'm the one
I wanna put down my walls and open up
I hide behind this rapper I've become
Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug
No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge
I remember you said my music was wack
Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
They said the image and the drive is what I lack
Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap
Well, I ignored that, I said, "**** it and snapped
Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?
I didn't need a label to give me a chance
The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man
Buzzin' hard,but to find nothing
Never found someone who really loves me
People comin' around now cause I'm gettin' money
A few plays later, now they all see something
The same guy that is from the start
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
The same guy who turned music into his art
The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star
I'm twenty-two, and I won't let myself down
I stood up right after I fell down
It's hard to see Heaven when you know you're
Hell-bound
I never really opened up and that's until now
I hope that I never lose you
If I could choose one person, I would choose you
I hope you understand my pain
'Cause that's something that we all gotta go-through
I hate being down this road
Been down before
I feel like I need you more
I'm so alone
Since I was seven years old
My future's all I'd imagine
And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin;
"Damn it"
This the life, I never planned it
No,I never planned it