[00:10.711] Yeah yeah
[00:12.077] Bitch you don't have a clue
[00:14.285] Who the **** are you
[00:15.613] The shit I've had to face
[00:16.691] Man I barely made it through
[00:18.088] Different paths I had to choose
[00:19.574] Both em felt like lose lose
[00:21.052] You don't know me so don't act like this
[00:22.621] Is something that you knew bitch
[00:24.285] You don't have a clue
[00:25.795] Who the **** are you
[00:29.639] Bitch you don't have a clue
[00:33.046] You don't have a clue
[00:34.222] Yeah yeah yeah
[00:35.519]
[00:36.148] You don't see the shit I carry
[00:37.547] You don't see the workload
[00:38.900] Perpetually in fight or flight
[00:40.280] Always on alert mode
[00:41.771] Sacrificed my peace
[00:43.198] My relationship with me
[00:44.385] I didn't lose sleep chasing success
[00:45.866] I lost the part of me that could sleep
[00:47.279] I don't know how to just be
[00:48.942] I'm scared that Imma never be done
[00:50.792] If I stop grinding then I gotta meet the part of me that grinding was protecting me from
[00:55.202] You're not listening to me
[00:56.698] You see the cost was loss of trust plus my intimacy
[00:59.479] I lost the chance to be the little brother
[01:01.596] Chance to be the son
[01:02.675] They got to lean I had to hold
[01:03.992] I had to parent everyone
[01:05.396] This shit ain't fun
[01:06.321] I'm barely floating
[01:07.382] Most the time feel like I'm drowning bitch
[01:08.958] When you become the anchor
[01:09.926] You stopped being allowed to drift
[01:11.755] Nobody knows me
[01:12.704] It's been like 10 years of isolation
[01:14.379] How do I maintain my identity without the trauma that's responsible for its creation
[01:18.290] Constantly in combat
[01:19.659] But you not seein' all that
[01:21.382] You just ****in' talkin'
[01:22.270] Shut the **** up
[01:22.606]
[01:22.872] Bitch you don't have a clue
[01:24.229] Who the **** are you
[01:25.582] The shit I've had to face
[01:26.964] Man I barely made it through
[01:28.255] Different paths I had to choose
[01:29.864] Both em felt like lose lose
[01:31.165] You don't know me so don't act like this
[01:32.858] Is something that you knew bitch
[01:34.490] You don't have a clue
[01:35.883] Who the **** are you
[01:39.883] Bitch you don't have a clue
[01:43.653] You don't have a clue
[01:45.057] Yeah yeah
[01:45.770]
[01:46.336] I resent your audacity
[01:47.553] You can't last as me you spineless ****er
[01:49.656] You can't hold your life together
[01:50.955] Let alone the lives of others
[01:52.427] Who you talkin' to
[01:53.408] If I slip everything slides
[01:55.179] I don't get to breathe you bum if I live everything dies
[01:58.119] So yea I take offense
[01:59.228] You're the only one that your mistakes affect
[02:01.639] Fighting through the fog this caused but all you see is stage effects
[02:04.358] I make amends with monsters that you're scared to face
[02:06.760] This pressures foreign to you dawg it's taxing like the tariff rates
[02:09.487] You can't compare the stakes
[02:10.746] You acting like you know but you don't
[02:12.637] I built a life inside the fire dawg you choke on the smoke
[02:15.599] You think that toughness is suppression
[02:17.110] But toughness is confrontation
[02:18.622] Fighting everyone cuz you're scared to fight yourself
[02:21.111] That observation makes you squirm
[02:22.707] You gon learn that you can't **** with me
[02:24.113] The demons you pretending don't exist
[02:25.393] I'm fighting publicly
[02:27.040] You really just a pussy
[02:28.355] And primarily a talker
[02:29.632] You would drown I had to learn how to breathe underwater
[02:31.944]
[02:32.626] Bitch you don't have a clue
[02:34.595] Who the **** are you
[02:35.817] The shit I've had to face
[02:37.196] Man I barely made it through
[02:38.488] Different paths I had to choose
[02:40.089] Both em felt like lose lose
[02:41.454] You don't know me so don't act like this
[02:43.107] Is something that you knew bitch
[02:44.651] You don't have a clue
[02:46.218] Who the **** are you
[02:50.100] Bitch you don't have a clue
[02:53.734] You don't have a clue

Yeah yeah
Bitch you don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
The shit I've had to face
Man I barely made it through
Different paths I had to choose
Both em felt like lose lose
You don't know me so don't act like this
Is something that you knew bitch
You don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
Bitch you don't have a clue
You don't have a clue
Yeah yeah yeah
You don't see the shit I carry
You don't see the workload
Perpetually in fight or flight
Always on alert mode
Sacrificed my peace
My relationship with me
I didn't lose sleep chasing success
I lost the part of me that could sleep
I don't know how to just be
I'm scared that Imma never be done
If I stop grinding then I gotta meet the part of me that grinding was protecting me from
You're not listening to me
You see the cost was loss of trust plus my intimacy
I lost the chance to be the little brother
Chance to be the son
They got to lean I had to hold
I had to parent everyone
This shit ain't fun
I'm barely floating
Most the time feel like I'm drowning bitch
When you become the anchor
You stopped being allowed to drift
Nobody knows me
It's been like 10 years of isolation
How do I maintain my identity without the trauma that's responsible for its creation
Constantly in combat
But you not seein' all that
You just ****in' talkin'
Shut the **** up
Bitch you don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
The shit I've had to face
Man I barely made it through
Different paths I had to choose
Both em felt like lose lose
You don't know me so don't act like this
Is something that you knew bitch
You don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
Bitch you don't have a clue
You don't have a clue
Yeah yeah
I resent your audacity
You can't last as me you spineless ****er
You can't hold your life together
Let alone the lives of others
Who you talkin' to
If I slip everything slides
I don't get to breathe you bum if I live everything dies
So yea I take offense
You're the only one that your mistakes affect
Fighting through the fog this caused but all you see is stage effects
I make amends with monsters that you're scared to face
This pressures foreign to you dawg it's taxing like the tariff rates
You can't compare the stakes
You acting like you know but you don't
I built a life inside the fire dawg you choke on the smoke
You think that toughness is suppression
But toughness is confrontation
Fighting everyone cuz you're scared to fight yourself
That observation makes you squirm
You gon learn that you can't **** with me
The demons you pretending don't exist
I'm fighting publicly
You really just a pussy
And primarily a talker
You would drown I had to learn how to breathe underwater
Bitch you don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
The shit I've had to face
Man I barely made it through
Different paths I had to choose
Both em felt like lose lose
You don't know me so don't act like this
Is something that you knew bitch
You don't have a clue
Who the **** are you
Bitch you don't have a clue
You don't have a clue