[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Houston
[00:00.700]If I was you, I'd hate me too
[00:03.510]Hate the way I traded love for selfish thrills
[00:06.130]I left you piecing together the glass of every broken promise
[00:09.270]I became the reason you stopped trusting
[00:13.350]The shadow you searched for in every room
[00:15.520]And the regrets you carried every day from trusting me
[00:18.330]I kept cheating. I admit it
[00:20.380]Moments stolen in dim rooms
[00:23.090]Whispers shared with other women when they should've been shared with you
[00:26.810]And I hid it all
[00:27.930]Every trace, every message erased
[00:30.760]Like pressing delete could clean my hands
[00:32.860]Every glance that wasn't meant for you
[00:35.900]Every laugh, every name I forgot to mention
[00:39.130]I made you feel small while I played big
[00:42.180]Pretending that I could have it all
[00:44.390]And still keep you waiting
[00:46.170]Yes, I lied to you again and again
[00:49.940]Until it was second nature, until the truth was just an echo
[00:53.640]I buried beneath all the noise of my own excuses
[00:56.750]I know I turned love into a game
[00:59.570]I placed you in a race you never agreed to run
[01:02.460]You were never in competition, but I made it feel that way
[01:05.890]As if love was a prize you had to earn
[01:08.780]As if I was worth the hurt and the hope
[01:11.230]Two years of breaking every promise while you held on
[01:15.370]Waiting for something real
[01:17.310]Two years of half-truth and hollow words
[01:20.380]You wanted honesty and I gave you theatre
[01:23.990]I played the role of someone good while slipping further to someone I can't defend
[01:29.120]Now I'm left with the pieces of my own making
[01:31.880]The story of why I was never enough
[01:34.110]Why I was always falling short
[01:36.160]And I don't blame you for the anger, the bitterness
[01:40.440]Because if I could step outside myself and see me the way you do
[01:45.350]Hell, maybe y'all would hate me too

作词 : Nate Houston
If I was you, I'd hate me too
Hate the way I traded love for selfish thrills
I left you piecing together the glass of every broken promise
I became the reason you stopped trusting
The shadow you searched for in every room
And the regrets you carried every day from trusting me
I kept cheating. I admit it
Moments stolen in dim rooms
Whispers shared with other women when they should've been shared with you
And I hid it all
Every trace, every message erased
Like pressing delete could clean my hands
Every glance that wasn't meant for you
Every laugh, every name I forgot to mention
I made you feel small while I played big
Pretending that I could have it all
And still keep you waiting
Yes, I lied to you again and again
Until it was second nature, until the truth was just an echo
I buried beneath all the noise of my own excuses
I know I turned love into a game
I placed you in a race you never agreed to run
You were never in competition, but I made it feel that way
As if love was a prize you had to earn
As if I was worth the hurt and the hope
Two years of breaking every promise while you held on
Waiting for something real
Two years of half-truth and hollow words
You wanted honesty and I gave you theatre
I played the role of someone good while slipping further to someone I can't defend
Now I'm left with the pieces of my own making
The story of why I was never enough
Why I was always falling short
And I don't blame you for the anger, the bitterness
Because if I could step outside myself and see me the way you do
Hell, maybe y'all would hate me too