[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Belgrad
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Belgrad
[00:09.104]Father visited me in New York for about a week
[00:15.108]And at the end I started getting a pretty bad headache
[00:22.105]About an hour later it was a pretty bad migraine
[00:26.017]The lights dancing around in my left eye
[00:30.107]I didn’t have much vision
[00:35.108]Took some of this medicine called Imitrex
[00:38.107]It was my first time
[00:46.024]Just thought it help but
[00:50.106]About fifteen minutes after that I started to get lightheaded
[00:53.109]I call him in
[00:55.108]All of a sudden I collapse on my right side can’t feel my left side
[01:00.008]Breathing pretty heavy but I can’t quite breath
[01:02.103]And I say call the paramedics I can’t feel my arms or my legs
[01:06.209]And I feel a little crazy like I’m gonna faint or something
[01:13.036]It all goes black for about four minutes
[01:16.108]And then I wake up to the paramedics over my head
[01:20.031]And I feel a little embarrassed but I still feel sick
[01:30.110]Feel so ridiculous going through all these things
[01:33.103]Over and over again but I feel it in my body
[01:37.104]And so I feel like I gotta say something
[01:39.114]So about a couple hours in the ER
[01:42.109]I’m just sitting there thinking about
[01:45.103]Well I don’t know what I was a thinking about
[01:53.108]Now it’s the next day and I’m writing a song
[01:55.106]Trying to piece through this experience
[01:59.102]Which might seem a little silly
[02:01.112]But it makes me feel like a little bit of a clown
[02:05.068]But I have these dreams for about four years
[02:07.104]And then it’s weird when they start appearing in real life
[02:11.104]I talk real fast and I get all cold
[02:14.109]And the girls I meet don’t like me much cause I just stare off into space
[02:22.047]But I ain’t tryna to be like that
[02:27.041]I ain’t tryna to be like that
[02:31.111]I ain’t tryna be that person
[02:39.056]I know pretty well how to be well liked
[02:42.036]I just smile a lot and act pretty warm
[02:44.102]And it’s honestly not an act
[02:46.109]I enjoy it, I enjoy making people happy
[02:54.109]When I get sick it starts to get real hard to be that kind of person
[03:00.205]And so I push myself in that direction and I just end up like the wintertime
[03:06.107]Real cold and real hollow and real dark
[03:25.105]I’m trying new stream of consciousness type stuff
[03:29.164]Cause I listened to Field Medic the other week
[03:31.108]While I was playing EarthBound on a trundle bed in New York City
[03:44.041]How am i doing
[03:47.105]How am i doing
[03:50.081]How am i doing I ask myself in the mirror
[03:54.056]Where I scratched a couple words in the wall
[03:57.044]So that when the shower fogs up it says I’m okay
[04:01.076]It says I’m getting better, it says it’s gonna be alright
[04:05.109]And I say it four times to myself
[04:08.109]Cause that’s what they taught me in Minnesota
[04:11.108]Where I went to a pain rehab clinic
[04:15.105]With a couple other people in their 30s and 40s
[04:18.170]A lot of them didn’t have kids, they said maybe that’s why
[04:20.105]We’re so sick and we’re so sorry
[04:24.102]We’re such sorry people
[04:27.102]About in the end of November I went to a mall
[04:30.107]Talked to some other people from the city
[04:33.104]They said life was real depressing
[04:36.073]They were buying their parents a psychology book for Christmas
[04:41.101]Cause their parents didn’t understand why they were so ****ed u
[04:47.104]And honestly they didn’t understand it either
[04:51.069]This was just a 16 year old kid
[04:54.048]Didn’t know much about the world but it made him sad
[05:08.058]And it made me pretty sad talking to him

作词 : Daniel Belgrad
作曲 : Daniel Belgrad
Father visited me in New York for about a week
And at the end I started getting a pretty bad headache
About an hour later it was a pretty bad migraine
The lights dancing around in my left eye
I didn’t have much vision
Took some of this medicine called Imitrex
It was my first time
Just thought it help but
About fifteen minutes after that I started to get lightheaded
I call him in
All of a sudden I collapse on my right side can’t feel my left side
Breathing pretty heavy but I can’t quite breath
And I say call the paramedics I can’t feel my arms or my legs
And I feel a little crazy like I’m gonna faint or something
It all goes black for about four minutes
And then I wake up to the paramedics over my head
And I feel a little embarrassed but I still feel sick
Feel so ridiculous going through all these things
Over and over again but I feel it in my body
And so I feel like I gotta say something
So about a couple hours in the ER
I’m just sitting there thinking about
Well I don’t know what I was a thinking about
Now it’s the next day and I’m writing a song
Trying to piece through this experience
Which might seem a little silly
But it makes me feel like a little bit of a clown
But I have these dreams for about four years
And then it’s weird when they start appearing in real life
I talk real fast and I get all cold
And the girls I meet don’t like me much cause I just stare off into space
But I ain’t tryna to be like that
I ain’t tryna to be like that
I ain’t tryna be that person
I know pretty well how to be well liked
I just smile a lot and act pretty warm
And it’s honestly not an act
I enjoy it, I enjoy making people happy
When I get sick it starts to get real hard to be that kind of person
And so I push myself in that direction and I just end up like the wintertime
Real cold and real hollow and real dark
I’m trying new stream of consciousness type stuff
Cause I listened to Field Medic the other week
While I was playing EarthBound on a trundle bed in New York City
How am i doing
How am i doing
How am i doing I ask myself in the mirror
Where I scratched a couple words in the wall
So that when the shower fogs up it says I’m okay
It says I’m getting better, it says it’s gonna be alright
And I say it four times to myself
Cause that’s what they taught me in Minnesota
Where I went to a pain rehab clinic
With a couple other people in their 30s and 40s
A lot of them didn’t have kids, they said maybe that’s why
We’re so sick and we’re so sorry
We’re such sorry people
About in the end of November I went to a mall
Talked to some other people from the city
They said life was real depressing
They were buying their parents a psychology book for Christmas
Cause their parents didn’t understand why they were so ****ed u
And honestly they didn’t understand it either
This was just a 16 year old kid
Didn’t know much about the world but it made him sad
And it made me pretty sad talking to him