[00:11.967] And I'm trapped in my own world
[00:14.456] Nothing feels right
[00:15.524] My head's in a twirl
[00:17.138] I bloodied up my bed
[00:18.377] I'm sick of taking meds
[00:19.781] Can't get you out my head
[00:21.100] Can't get you out my head
[00:22.837] And I'm sick of all the bullshit
[00:25.971] I can't take it anymore
[00:28.693] It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
[00:34.060] And I just watch the rain fall
[00:35.449] I bang my head on the wall
[00:36.993] I can't answer your call
[00:38.382] I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
[00:39.890] And I'm having withdraws
[00:41.163] My body's shaking uncaused
[00:42.600] I need to put my life on pause
[00:44.080] I perform then you applaud
[00:45.479] Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered
[00:48.247] Constantly struggling I'm turning monster
[00:51.137] Formatting myself please let me restate
[00:53.879] Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate
[00:57.081] But I wake up feeling sad
[01:00.397] I just want you out my head
[01:03.206] Cut my vein it's bleeding red
[01:06.241] Cried all night yeah I am scared
[01:08.337] And I just wait for your call
[01:09.684] Shorty said she wanna ball
[01:11.190] Then she ghosts me like Shoko
[01:12.541] I need a girl like Kato
[01:14.063] And I am having trauma
[01:15.411] Feel like I'm Monokuma
[01:16.896] Setting up Holy Grail Wars
[01:18.217] Fate stay night Rin Tohsaka
[01:20.172] And I'm trapped in my own world
[01:22.331] Nothing feels right
[01:23.980] My head's in a twirl
[01:25.433] I bloodied up my bed
[01:26.848] I'm sick of taking meds
[01:28.196] Can't get you out my head
[01:29.539] And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok
[01:34.086] And I just really hate to live like this
[01:35.739] But that's just how it ****in' is and it's stayed that way
[01:39.897] Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it
[01:42.618] Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this
[01:48.651] And it's clear that I hate it
[01:50.314] But I can never face it
[01:51.479] (I just want you here in my arms)
[01:54.139] And I'm sick of all the bullshit
[01:57.087] I can't take it anymore
[01:59.836] It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
[02:05.178] And I just watch the rain fall
[02:06.750] I bang my head on the wall
[02:08.123] I can't answer your call
[02:09.477] I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
[02:11.082] And I'm having withdraws
[02:12.404] My body's shaking uncaused
[02:13.989] I need to put my life on pause
[02:15.259] I perform then you applaud

And I'm trapped in my own world
Nothing feels right
My head's in a twirl
I bloodied up my bed
I'm sick of taking meds
Can't get you out my head
Can't get you out my head
And I'm sick of all the bullshit
I can't take it anymore
It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
And I just watch the rain fall
I bang my head on the wall
I can't answer your call
I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
And I'm having withdraws
My body's shaking uncaused
I need to put my life on pause
I perform then you applaud
Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered
Constantly struggling I'm turning monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate
But I wake up feeling sad
I just want you out my head
Cut my vein it's bleeding red
Cried all night yeah I am scared
And I just wait for your call
Shorty said she wanna ball
Then she ghosts me like Shoko
I need a girl like Kato
And I am having trauma
Feel like I'm Monokuma
Setting up Holy Grail Wars
Fate stay night Rin Tohsaka
And I'm trapped in my own world
Nothing feels right
My head's in a twirl
I bloodied up my bed
I'm sick of taking meds
Can't get you out my head
And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok
And I just really hate to live like this
But that's just how it ****in' is and it's stayed that way
Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it
Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this
And it's clear that I hate it
But I can never face it
(I just want you here in my arms)
And I'm sick of all the bullshit
I can't take it anymore
It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
And I just watch the rain fall
I bang my head on the wall
I can't answer your call
I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
And I'm having withdraws
My body's shaking uncaused
I need to put my life on pause
I perform then you applaud