[00:00.00] 作词 : Derrick Johnson
[00:00.53] 作曲 : Derrick Johnson
[00:01:06]Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
[00:07.98]
[00:12.69]Dear God I see you're face in all I do
[00:20.52]
[00:24.55]Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
[00:33.88]
[00:46.14]Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
[00:48.74]
[00:49.28]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
[00:51.97]I think about this life I live
[00:53.36]And all the **** I'm facing
[00:54.86]More secrets in my mind than a freemason
[00:57.28]I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
[01:00.25]I'm only human I want to hit the club
[01:01.82]And **** a dime
[01:02.69]But I know that's not the answer to my problems
[01:04.93]Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
[01:07.63]Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
[01:10.31]Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
[01:13.11]Am I wrong yeah
[01:15.20]Dear God am I wrong uh
[01:17.60]
[01:19.38]Dear God tell me am I wrong
[01:21.19]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
[01:23.73]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
[01:26.76]'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
[01:29.19]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
[01:32.16]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
[01:34.87]I just want to spread positivity
[01:36.55]Through lyrical ability
[01:37.79]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
[01:40.62]Yeah it's my life
[01:41.92]My wrongs and my rights
[01:43.78]My battle my songs and my fights
[01:46.48]Now everybody want to come around
[01:48.32]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
[01:51.15]Not a single one of you mother****ers believed in the brand
[01:54.23]Extended a hand
[01:55.23]And now you want to be my man
[01:56.86]I think not
[01:57.63]You quick to shape shift like ink blots
[01:59.75]The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
[02:02.03]What about the time I was nine
[02:03.53]And my mama almost murdered me
[02:05.72]Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me
[02:07.92]
[02:08.61]Her bare hands tight around my throat
[02:10.45]I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
[02:13.14]Don't you want me mama don't you love me
[02:15.30]Mama what the ****
[02:16.51]Where was you then God tell me now
[02:18.40]How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
[02:21.17]Why you let me live but let another die
[02:23.90]Why you dry my tears but let another cry
[02:26.48]Gotta' know
[02:26.91]
[02:27.50]Set to detonate I gotta blow
[02:28.99]That shit for show
[02:30.03]I used to wonder why in the hell
[02:31.62]You would make me suffer
[02:32.69]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
[02:35.09]Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
[02:37.44]When shit rough I get tough and
[02:39.25]When I'm beaten to the ground
[02:40.20]I get up yeah
[02:42.82]I get up yeah yeah
[02:45.61]I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
[02:48.38]When shit rough I get tough
[02:49.80]And when I'm beaten to the ground
[02:51.21]I get up yeah
[02:52.92]
[02:53.82]I get up I get up
[02:56.84]Get up

作词 : Derrick Johnson
作曲 : Derrick Johnson
Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
Dear God I see you're face in all I do
Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
I think about this life I live
And all the **** I'm facing
More secrets in my mind than a freemason
I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
I'm only human I want to hit the club
And **** a dime
But I know that's not the answer to my problems
Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
Am I wrong yeah
Dear God am I wrong uh
Dear God tell me am I wrong
For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
I just want to spread positivity
Through lyrical ability
They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
Yeah it's my life
My wrongs and my rights
My battle my songs and my fights
Now everybody want to come around
Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
Not a single one of you mother****ers believed in the brand
Extended a hand
And now you want to be my man
I think not
You quick to shape shift like ink blots
The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
What about the time I was nine
And my mama almost murdered me
Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me
Her bare hands tight around my throat
I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
Don't you want me mama don't you love me
Mama what the ****
Where was you then God tell me now
How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
Why you let me live but let another die
Why you dry my tears but let another cry
Gotta' know
Set to detonate I gotta blow
That shit for show
I used to wonder why in the hell
You would make me suffer
But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
When shit rough I get tough and
When I'm beaten to the ground
I get up yeah
I get up yeah yeah
I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
When shit rough I get tough
And when I'm beaten to the ground
I get up yeah
I get up I get up
Get up